I just came back from the bar...im a little fukked up lol.
The point is being a shut in and a recluse is never a good thing. Go out there and enjoy life. Most people arent that bad. I just take life one step at a time with a good sense of humor and a smile on my face now.
I used to be all depressed and wallow in misery and blame everybody and everything except myself for my problems and want to be alone and felt like the world was against me but life is actually fukking awesome for me at this point in time so im enjoying everything it has to offer.
Wow...