Damn Homie in Highschool I was the Man Homie. WTF Happened to me?

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International Koala said:
I dig it. Trust, I know those moments are real. Like there was a time where the world was one big coochie and you just dive up in it. Now, it just seems like you don't even realize who you really are. I have moments like where I miss my old ways, but then I realize I hated who I was becoming.

Maybe you need to evaluate who you are, make a list of the things that make you "you", and think of the things that seem to disappear.

  • Did those traits got you through or could become toxic with time?
  • Is that arrogance a good theme or a bad vibe?
  • What can you do to be the man?
  • Is it rose tinted memories or just a piece of you that needs to be left in that time frame?

Sometimes you need a sabbatical to get a good understanding of the man you are about to become and not chase the man whom you used to be...
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you right man. This is some good shyt to think about. I’m scared of letting the old me go, my future seems bleak in a lot of ways
 
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Love Sicharre said:
you right man. This is some good shyt to think about. I’m scared of letting the old me go, my future seems bleak in a lot of ways
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As somebody who used to struggle with identity, I realize that the old me was not somebody I would want to fukk with especially during this timeframe.

  • I was impatient
  • I mismanaged money like a dope fiend
  • I could never keep friends and relationships
  • I cursed like a sailor (yeah I cursed on here but that's different lol)
  • I did not care about my worth but just getting by
With these things on my mind next to the Casanova personality, looks, and clothing style of the past...I realize that it was all dead weight on where I need to be in my age bracket.

Its all a growth and with growth comes ways that can't fit into a new found you that is in pursuit with life.

Out with the old and in with the new.
 
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WeWillAllChangeOurStances said:
Pinpoint your pain then
Describe it
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my social life completely dwindled away. And it’s pretty much all my fault. Before I was able to mask it just by having broads, but I don’t even have that anymore. I was a cool happy go lucky life of the party type of nikka. I remember waking up everyday happy as fukk. Literally nothing bothered me. Now I walk around with the grey cloud hanging over. Nowadays I’m surprised when I even smile and the days I do have that spark and happiness back. shyt disappears the next. A mid-life crisis is imminent if I stay in this path. I kinda don’t know what to do. When I do go back from my past(like today) and hung out with an older friend all I could think about was, how much of a waste of time it was hanging with her. She brought me no fukking joy, just babbling about whatever the fukk and flat out her personality annoyed me beyond relief
 
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