Damn life comes at you fast. From doing innocent Mukbangs with the family, to prostitution on the streets

[CW_1991]

That's sad man

 

[African Peasant]

I understand you but I disagree she’s not rebelling. I watch the body language and she has pride in what she’s doing. She has plans to go skiing in Colorado this month according to the interview. Her own admission is she chose the hoe life because of the fast money. Her folks are straight and love her. They have an open door for her. She’s said as much. She doesn’t look like an addict. She knows she can get a job anytime. She didn’t choose to h03 because she fell on hard times. That’s what OP’s narrative was and I bought into until I listened for myself.

Another point, her words, she’s over it (damage has been repaired) and it doesn’t bother her anymore because she’s able to freely talk about it.

It's not a money issue.

I knew a girl from a very rich family who ended up almost on the street while her folks had money. She was some type of junkie almost lesbian.

No one understood why she was moving like that, until the day sh had to go to a therapist and they discover that she was rappel when she was a little girl by the driver or the lawnmower.

You can't heal yourself from that type of trauma. All that fast money is just coping.

She needs to be mentally/spiritually dealt with. Otherwise, she will remain in a self destruction path.

 

[KidJSoul]

Damn. She says she was molested by her uncles at 4 and 11 years old, and was raped at 16. The same uncle had molested his sister too, but she never said anything about it until later in life. That's fukking sad.

 

[TELL ME YA CHEESIN FAM?]

I had to google “mukbang.” People really that bored?

nikka you didn't get bored living under that big ass rock?

 

[Gloxina]

Watch the video. She admits they ain’t fail her and she had a great childhood outside of the molestation she ain’t disclose until she was 16. It only came out to the whole family because a person in the school thought she was talking about her stepfather and she vehemently states he never “touched” her. Shorty just wanna be a h03. She gets to f**k and make money while doing it.

You’re listening to a victim who thinks she has taken her power back by charging men for what was TAKEN from her. If she was never r@ped we don’t know if she would be selling herself.

She is roping other people into this mess because that’s what people do- drag you down into their mess and trauma if you don’t know any better. I knew chicks who talked like that during college and I left them broads alone because my morals and justified fear of random ass grown men wouldn’t allow me to run up and down “dating” old men for money lmao Come to find out those girls had gotten abused when they were younger. That shyt can warp you if you don’t get therapy and healing after those experiences.

You know what can happen when you are abused by men who you love and trust?? That shyt can turn you cold because if your own family/blood can harm you in that way, why would you attempt to trust or believe some random guy in your face who probably only wants one thing?


Yes, if you were molested by FAMILY- your family failed you.

I’m STANDING on that because I know what it’s like to be protected and guarded as a young girl. Whatever bad shyt I may have experienced happened after I officially left home as a legal adult. I was protected. Aside from the one time I got attacked in HS and another student saved me- when it came to family, I was always protected and they were well aware of my whereabouts.

 

[Gloxina]

I see your point. However, do you think being conscious of that repair the damage done? I don't think so. These demons are still running in her body.

To me, she's basically a zombie: she's doing bad things, yes, but she was led to that trajectory.

It's like vampires: get bitten and now bitting others

Exactly.


People are quick to dismiss the bad things that happen to girls/women and how they can affect their decisions/path.

 

[Po pimp]

nikka you didn't get bored living under that big ass rock?

I don’t keep up with internet lingo to know what a fukkin “mukbang” is. I wasn’t born in the 90s.

 

[CodeBlaMeVi]

To everyone: She don’t want to be saved. I’m not here to perform a psychoanalysis on anyone. If she says she straight and like what she does then .

I used to be like y’all with all this useless sympathy. Those type of people see you as weak and a lick.

 

[Cool Dr. Money]

she said her aunts were doing it so they definitely had a influence on her before she started at 14 that’s why her mother ain’t tripping about her doing it she never had a chance to live a “square” life

 

[Red Shield]

This has been going on for a while now unfortunately, people are exploiting the most vulnerable population for their own gain.

yeah shyt isn't new. Bum fights is like 20yrs at this point

 

[Neuromancer]

Sad. RIP her existence.

 

[Hov]

Tmi breh

Yea sometimes we need a little TMI about the shyt we joke about as we combine our anonymity with ignorance.

I bet the sexual encounters that that little girl had at 4 was more TMI than me typing it out

 

[Gloxina]

You must be young, so let me school you on something you will learn sadly in this world if you are blessed enough to age.

Just because you can talk about something without crying, or because you are “open” does not mean in any sense that it isn’t affecting your mental state and decision making in an extremely toxic way.

And just because you have heard someone’s horrible story on the surface, you don’t know the details they are either leaving out, or choosing not to tell you.

This is an evil, evil world; where we talk about little girls getting raped as children and gasp, but most of us have never heard details from people who have to deal with these children on how they bleed on the bedsheet from thier child vaginas being ripped and stretched open by a grown men’s penis and forced to perform oral and anal sex by family members that’s they see hanging with their moms and cousins, all the while still acting “normal” in school and social media and church and the hood where they are from, and still dealing with the growing pains of just being a young person in general, esp if you’re black.

And I was somewhat detailed because I want you to actually hear what happens when a little girl is “just molested”.

bro wild talking bout she had a good childhood outside of being raped
liked being raped is a small inconvenience

nikkas downplay how often this shyt happens in our communities
Old girl started the #metoo movement to address it and help black women who been through it, but all nikkas do here is make KRS1 jokes

Nikka you obviously aint been around people who got raped before. That sht does long lasting damages. Some of it you can see, some you cant.

Some of these guys regarded. That’s some life altering shyt that happened to her.

I’m glad y’all get it

 

[Whogivesafuck]

She has faq tendencies. She escalated the situation with her old folks.

 

[karim]

She has faq tendencies. She escalated the situation with her old folks.

she was repeatedly molested as a 4 year old