Death really don't give a fukk

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I’ve watched two of my close boys lose their parents these past two Christmases (stood in the hospital room for moral support as one of my boys prepped to pull the plug on his mum :mjcry:). I’ve also had to deal with my (then) girl having a miscarriage this year...that literally tore us apart because she said she can’t look at me and not think about our child.

It’s fukked up but being exposed to death will make you numb. All the small shyt that used to annoy me feels insignificant now and I’ve been told that I appear cold now. I try not to be so pessimistic but death doesn’t give a shyt about what you’re doing when it’s your time to go.
damn b. :mjcry:

Don't be cold. I feel like there certain shyt you can realize that its silly to stress over or give a fukk about. But the fact that we know death is around the corner I feel like we should take every moment serious and ease up all at the same time. Like don't take it for granted but still enjoy it and be goofy at the same time.
Because in the end when the time finally comes we gonna be like damn all those times i was cold when i could of been something else

if that makes sense
 

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I’ve watched two of my close boys lose their parents these past two Christmases (stood in the hospital room for moral support as one of my boys prepped to pull the plug on his mum :mjcry:). I’ve also had to deal with my (then) girl having a miscarriage this year...that literally tore us apart because she said she can’t look at me and not think about our child.

It’s fukked up but being exposed to death will make you numb. All the small shyt that used to annoy me feels insignificant now and I’ve been told that I appear cold now. I try not to be so pessimistic but death doesn’t give a shyt about what you’re doing when it’s your time to go.

I feel you breh. Lost my mom to cancer and my first born son to a stillbirth in 2006, 6 months apart. The shyt that used to matter doesn't matter anymore. Used to worry about a woman cheating on me, not acting right, and other silly shyt. Now, I don't care how fine they are. Start acting stupid or funny style, your ass is getting chucked in the bushes and all ways of contact getting blocked. I done lost all I can lose. I feel dead inside. Don't trust hardly anybody and my tolerance for bullshyt or silliness is at an all time low. This life is too fragile and shortto let anyone disturb your tranquility or make you unhappy. Wish more brehs realized this. Would save you a lot of heartache and grief...
 
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damn b. :mjcry:

Don't be cold. I feel like there certain shyt you can realize that its silly to stress over or give a fukk about. But the fact that we know death is around the corner I feel like we should take every moment serious and ease up all at the same time. Like don't take it for granted but still enjoy it and be goofy at the same time.
Because in the end when the time finally comes we gonna be like damn all those times i was cold when i could of been something else

if that makes sense

I do have my moments of silliness and having fun but it’s always during the quiet periods when you sit down and think “Man, there’s a lot of fukked up shyt going on around us”

I’ve learned that all you can control is yourself so it’s important to be good person, do the things that you want to do and try not to walk around with demons because people feed off any bad vibes you carry.

I feel you breh. Lost my mom to cancer and my first born son to a stillbirth in 2006, 6 months apart. The shyt that used to matter doesn't matter anymore. Used to worry about a woman cheating on me, not acting right, and other silly shyt. Now, I don't care how fine they are. Start acting stupid or funny style, your ass is getting chucked in the bushes and all ways of contact getting blocked. I done lost all I can lose. I feel dead inside. Don't trust hardly anybody and my tolerance for bullshyt or silliness is at an all time low. This life is too fragile and shortto let anyone disturb your tranquility or make you unhappy. Wish more brehs realized this. Would save you a lot of heartache and grief...

I’m feel you on this completely. I can’t have people around me if they’re no good. If I see character traits that I don’t like, I straight up distance myself from it...I just want peace of mind and building blocks around me.
 

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Death is certain...........



Death is not no option
I'm pulling money outta my pocket tryin to con the doctor
Please, treat this thug the way you would treat yo' baby
The way that you would treat yo' blood, I'll pay!
As heavyweight as we are, I know how you medics are
Cause I be checking ER everyday
I know we are a hairful, but doc
This ain't one of them that came through shot that should of been careful
Cause no dude could bleed, the way his heart pumps
More than any patient that rode through that you seen
The reason that he's my man
Cause I tell him if he can hear me to squeeze my hand and he squeezes
So I tell him some things
Don't let them machines help you breathe, don't leave from receiving
'Round quarter to eight, his moms is sleeping
His grip weakens, his squiggly lines go straight (go straight)
Call the doctor, "Give him all you got!
Shock him!" He goin' tell you it's too late
Call the doctor, "Give him all you got!
Shock him!" It's too late
 

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Preach.

In 05 had my uncle kill my aunt, next year 06 my pops died due to electrocution on the job (shyt hurts like a mf at times). I was 10 & 11 when they died. 07 my great grandmother passed on also. Went into depression like a mf heading into my teen years (never suicidal though). Then in 2011 my maternal grandmother died, then in 2012 step pops mother died, and then my maternal grandfather died due to cancer in 13 (miss him like hell). Since then had a great grandfather pass & an uncle (15&16).


I'm fortunate my mother & two siblings are good, as long as they're alright, I'm fine & can't complain. 22 now
 

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2002, I lost my best friend.

2013, I lost my older brother.

2014, I lost my mother.

2015, I lost my second closet aunt.

2017, I lost my closest aunt.

Breh, it's a bizarre feeling.

Damn....my condolences brother. My thoughts and prayers.
 
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