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[Formerly Black Trash]

If your best friend is the glue to your social circle
Get a new one
At worst they look at u as lame nikka status and st best they font fukk with u
Take it from a nikka that already fid that

 

[Formerly Black Trash]

And unless you switch up your vibe, your new friends will be abusive a$$holes too. You may not feel like it, but you're better than that bro.

You feel like you are your own worst enemey because you're going against the grain.

Eh first impressions mean a lot
He should be good as long as he's not the happy to be there nikka

 

[inndaskKy]

This shyt was the other night.

My “best friend” is literally the glue to my connection to our small social circle. I didn’t do any fukk shyt. I just stood up to him bein an a$$hole and he lowkey threatened me.

I asked him if that was a threat. He just rambled. Then dipped to the patio (apartment) to smoke and closed the door behind him.

I waited some minutes for him to maybe pop out. He didn’t so I just left. I known breh for over 10 years. Sometimes shyt happens and an apology can fix things. Even if disguised as a joke.

If he’s going to be an a$$hole with jokes and be a sensitive thug when I clap back then fukk him.

Problem is I’m shy and awkward. When I warm up I can be funny and likable.

Also he’s staying with a mutual friend and lot of us like to hang out there. That would be so awkward and annoying to be showing up or dodging each other.

He’s usually man enough to apologize. I have made a thread on a similar situation with him.

It’s been two days and no text or call. Might be time to make new friends. Problem is I just don’t have that gift of gab.

Damn I already feel empty struggling to connect with women romantically. Now I need to make new friends at 26. fukk lol

This is possibly what's happening.

 

[Rozay Oro]

And unless you switch up your vibe, your new friends will be abusive a$$holes too. You may not feel like it, but you're better than that bro.

You feel like you are your own worst enemey because you're going against the grain.

I’m pretty chill idk what vibe to switch to.
I’m own worst enemy because I cause my own pain without control. Can’t manipulate a girl to like me. I’m not outgoing. Anxiety, possibly adhd when I really like a girl. I’m wack and I was cursed with this lil nikka body and personality flaws.

It’s my existence

 

[Rozay Oro]

Gotdamn read this mentally ill nikka like a book.

He didn’t, sounding like an emotional cac. You my #1 hater and dikkrider

 

[Formerly Black Trash]

nikka I’m 26 and my coworkers corny cacs. I live in a cac city. Cmon nikka

You 26...it's going to be extremely hard for you to make new friends

I'm here to help
High school I was Dusty and shy, got picked on and no friends
Graduated, made some in college
But it was still in the city and I was around nikkas on hood shyt

I was definitely the tag along, happy to be there nikka
I had a best friend and he was really my connection to other people
I left to pursue a job, moved to another state, and he and his girl asked if they could come
I let them, and we fell out because she was bytchy and pregnant, and I was looking at him like
But he wanted to get mad at shyt I said to him about my house
When i i finally told them they had to go
His girl was talking shyt in front of me like I really don't need to be here
I ain't spoke to him in over 10 years

That was a friend ship I needed to lose, to show me what I shouldn't tolerate
Nikkas will do whatever if you let them and you can end up in a spot that's uncomfortable for you
And unfortunately, how you start shyt is usually how it's going to be

I made new semi friends with nikkas who lived in my apartment complex
And a dude at my job because he saw me wearing boxing shoes

Nowadays, I don't have a social circle and you got to be ok with that
You might find one and you might not
But right now your current social circle is HINDERING you because they don't respect you


I recently fell out with my cousin because he was coming at me on some disrespectful shyt
Nikka was drunk, talking shyt in front of his nephew
Gave me a love tap slap to instigate, I stood up, he pushed me
I left

Nikka ain't return my calls when I needed to pick up some shyt from his house
And when I came over his girl answered and hugged me, but he straight ignored me

If it's a situation where I MAY be at fault I can forgive certain shyt
But if you try to punk me and it turns physical I'm not fukking with you

 

[Formerly Black Trash]

I’m pretty chill idk what vibe to switch to.
I’m own worst enemy because I cause my own pain without control. Can’t manipulate a girl to like me. I’m not outgoing. Anxiety, possibly adhd when I really like a girl. I’m wack and I was cursed with this lil nikka body and personality flaws.

It’s my existence

Don't work to get women
Everything else, do what u can

Get a hobby or get money

 

[Rawtid]

It's tough when you fall out with the person that connects you to the group. Are there any of the others you feel you are cool with? Maybe you can try to connect with them or look at finding a new crew to hang out with. Eventbrite is good for finding shyt to do where you're at. Meetup as well. Don't be afraid to try some new shyt

 

[Rozay Oro]

This is possibly what's happening.

Damn damn damn
Sounds like him

 

[Rozay Oro]

It's tough when you fall out with the person that connects you to the group. Are there any of the others you feel you are cool with? Maybe you can try to connect with them or look at finding a new crew to hang out with. Eventbrite is good for finding shyt to do where you're at. Meetup as well. Don't be afraid to try some new shyt

I’m cool with everybody but I barely hit them up on my own merit. It’s cool, life was worse. Right now I’m in better place than before. I live and figure this shyt out.

 

[Reptile]

fukk that nikka... You should've rushed him..

 

[ALonelyDad]

Happened to me and my friend over dumb shyt in HS, I apologized but we never got to being friends again. It was over some of the most useless shyt too. Go call him and just make up if he means that much to you.

 

[Reptile]

Friend on the internet >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Friends in real life...

 

[Reptile]

I apologized but we never got to being friends again.

Thats what you get. You apologized for nothing. Did he reciprocate it???

 

[ALonelyDad]

Thats what you get. You apologized for nothing. Did he reciprocate it???

It was my fault that's why I did it