If you've never done psychs I'd say start with shrooms. Microdosing. Do some research on it. Then build yourself up to heavy doses. But some people hate shrooms and love other psychedelics like acid or dmt. Just really depends on you. Cause some people can also have horrifying experiences. But I personally feel like the bad trips are where you learn the most about yourself. They're scary as fukk but they also help you to see things in yourself you didn't even know were there. But if you don't feel like you're ready, just chill for now until the time is right. Just make sure wherever you do psychs, you're in a positive environment with good friends to watch over you. The shyt that intrigues me so much about dmt is how it's only a 10 minute high. Just a short visit to a different realm and you try to bring back what you can. It's fascinating