Cheated on every girl I had from 16 to about 28. But that’s because I was broken and needed to feed my ego but I came to realize p*ssy wasn’t going to fill the void missing inside me, shyt was deeper. I was probably a sex addict at the time
During that time I didn’t really feel guilty or have thoughts of guilt but I knew deep down it was wrong and that the relationship I was in at the time had to end because it was built on lies and deceit caused by me. I knew if I wanted anything worthwhile it would have to be built on a foundation of communication, loyalty and trust. Been working on that with my current girl and haven’t cheated nor plan to.
As a nikka who was a serial cheater, I can honestly it does feel much better not to have to worry about lies or checking your phone or just worrying about another bytch in any way. You don’t feel like you got any dirt on you, like you do when you cheat. I also know if shyt goes left with my girl, I’ll be okay cause I wasn’t a scumbag and I can walk away cleanly.