Jesus fukking Christ, you've been "considering" engineering, along with a bunch of other shyt you're never actually going to attempt to do for almost a decade now.
Like I asked you the other day, which you didn't respond to, are you really gonna start this shyt cycle again?
Go back to doing whatever you were doing instead of posting, and spare us your bullshyt. You're wasting people's time that actually want to give you advice and help you. It's honestly a shytty thing for you to do, and you've been doing it for YEARS.
Get your shyt together.