only when i'm high.

damn, nikkaFor the most part I'm just always alone. It's been like that for my whole life pretty much.
Other than my friends and family I don't go out of my way to meet and/or interact with people. I consider myself a loner and a recluse. I just have a real short fuse and I have a low tolerance for certain behaviors from certain types of people. Never had a serious girlfriend either.
Maybe it comes from the fact that coming up...While everyone had their support system and their peer group that they could relate to...I've had no one.
Even going back to grade school to my adult years...I remember when we'd have group/partner projects I would always be alone most of the time. I eventually just started to...hate people. So to speak. I've never really meshed with too many folks...been kind of on the fringe and an outcast...
I had to shake some of the bad habits associated with it cause I realized that coupled with my depression made for a bad combination. I just lost a lot of trust in people from my college years. Which is why I don't fukk with too many heads now.

Agree a lot. Sad thing is people who are loners like I am try to open up and end up having recurring bad experiences that cause them to shut down again. It becomes a never-ending circle. I know that for me part of it too are the unrealistic expectations I have about people and situations.People being loners miss out on a lot of things they would have gotten if they actually opened up, I won't elaborate, think and reason for yourself.
Anti-social or asocial?
Asocial refers to indifference to or a separation from society. An asocial person is able to socialize well if they choose to, but doesn't do so often simply out of lack of interest. It's common for introverts to be asocial.
Antisocial is asociality to the extreme and is related to mental and personality disorders. An antisocial person lacks empathy or regard for the concerns or safety of others, and may actually be hostile towards society.

You developed this trait, most likely because you are socially awkard, so people rejected you. Over time,you just became very angry, depressed,and withdrawn.I'm not anti-social...I just don't like most people.
Yes. I spend a lot of my time alone and don't really enjoy socializing unless I know you very well and that takes a while to happen.
i thought i was the only onei did open up and all motherfukkers did was clown me and talk shyt, i got tired and went back to being a lonerPeople being loners miss out on a lot of things they would have gotten if they actually opened up, I won't elaborate, think and reason for yourself.

Thee end. Most people are fukked up and not genuine.I'm not anti-social...I just don't like most people.
I am asocial then.Anti-social or asocial?
Asocial refers to indifference to or a separation from society. An asocial person is able to socialize well if they choose to, but doesn't do so often simply out of lack of interest. It's common for introverts to be asocial.
Antisocial is asociality to the extreme and is related to mental and personality disorders. An antisocial person lacks empathy or regard for the concerns or safety of others, and may actually be hostile towards society.