if there's alcohol I just drink and drink until it runs out or I black the fukk out. if there's weed I smoke it all up till there's nothing left (I even save my roaches which is kinda fiendish behavior
). if there's pills I pop 'em until I nod off into oblivion. I always try to take it to the limit, to see how far I can go, and release as many endorphins as i can in the process
i'm a hedonist, I can't help it
I just do what feels good

i'm a hedonist, I can't help it
