Why doesnt this "perfect being" show itself at all times? Why does he have to be hidden?
God is not hidden at all...
Free Will is a misunderstood concept...
Parents allow children to grow & know themselves by not having to be present at all times. If a parent were with a child 100% of the time the child would only ever act a certain way because it's constantly in the presence of the parent. The parent gives the child Free Will by allowing it to experience life without the need for constant monitoring & to know itself to become itself however the child is free to seek out the parent should it choose.
This is coming from someone who formally dismissed the Bible completely. Jesus stated that God is willing to meet any who seek him out in their own "Temple" & that the Kingdom Of Heaven is within.
Wanting to know the truth I practiced Meditation & Astral Projection for over 2 decades. When I was in High School my friends were busy chasing girls & out all the time trying to do & be things that make people "popular" while I was sitting at home studying every religious, marian apparition, metaphysical & spiritual phenomenon that existed because I was seeking answers to life that most question but never sought out. Existence had to completely make sense to me & I couldn't take any man's word on anything no matter what man-made status (The Pope, etc) they were given by the same batch of men who've done horrible things in history based on their "beliefs."
I studied EVERYTHING... Hermetics, The Hidden Gospels, Fatima 1913, Aliens, Ancient Egyptian Magic, Garabandal 1960... everyone from Jesus to Dion Fortune to Edgar Cayce to Paul Solomon, Robert Monroe, Plato, Buddha, The Kybalion, Aleister Crowley to Seth. If someone claimed to have knowledge of a Higher Power I studied them with complete skepticism unless they provided a method of proof. It's one thing to study... it's one thing to believe... it's another to test what you've come to study.
I noticed a pattern in all historical religions, all times from Eden to Pangea to Lemuria to Atlantis to Egypt to America. A pattern in all religions & spiritual teachings... so I put it to the test. Seeing for me is believing & experience cannot be denied.
I learned to Meditate... deeply... able to completely remove all awareness of the Physical in an attempt to pass Consciousness to what has been taught as the "Internal Worlds." After years & years & years of trial & errors, skepticism & frustration I finally gained the knowledge but more importantly the UNDERSTANDING to be allowed to as the Bible says "Sup with God."
Through Meditational Methods straight from The Kabbalah & years of learning to remove all physical senses & completely emptying the Mind... I found myself in another Dimension, another Reality... just as physical as this one. Not a dream... nothing Astral Projection could ever mimic... just as PHYSICAL as this World. There are no words to describe it, no artist could ever portray it & no poet could ever give the beauty of it justice... & that's when I heard the Voice...
"It is I, Do Not Be Afraid."
People love to question God & life but how many of them honestly devote or dedicate themselves to it? Then wonder why they have no answers...
My favorite writing of all time will always be The Gospel Of Thomas... in it I found Truth...
Jesus said, "Those who seek should not stop seeking until they find. When they find, they will be disturbed. When they are disturbed, they will marvel, and will reign over all."