I would have just been more direct and left the situations a lot sooner b/c there really is no point in being with someone you don't want to be with. I could have used my time doing something else. By "getting him out my system" meaning waiting until I no longer wanted him around, and nothing would have prevented me from getting him out my system if he wasn't around. However, I was being grimy. I wanted him to feel safe, secure, hopeful and happy so that I could, all of a sudden, take that from him just like he did to me. Revenge was sweet.
That forgive and forget lifestyle's just not for you huh?!
Homie brought it on himself but that was still pretty cold lol. I can't fault you though, cheating is that type of bullshyt that gets some people murked.
