Lose Your Self + Demo version
[Intro] Eminem – Lose Yourself
When we were making
8 Mile, I was revisiting this old CD from two years before, going through old loops. I found the “Lose Yourself” demo on this session where me and Jeff Bass were just making beats. Jeff was just sitting on those guitar chords, and then it went into something different. I was just like “Yo, that section, right there, I gotta make a beat out of that.” I recorded the demo version of it the same day I made the beat. I didn’t like the rhyme, and put it off to the side.
But it’s one of those beats I never gave up on. That beat was definitely a highlight of my producing. I ended up doing the new version on the set of the movie, just writing between takes.
8 Mile wasn’t coming out for another year and a half, and
Curtis really wanted music for the movie. He wanted it to be created from the environment, so he was pushing me to make stuff. I think “Lose Yourself” was the only thing I worked on specifically for the movie.
We filmed half of it in the dead of winter. We had a music trailer on set, designed like a studio. One trailer was music, and we had another with gym equipment in it.
We were on lunch break, and I needed to finish the track. I don’t think it was one take all the way down, but it was one take each verse. “Got the first verse, okay, punch me in at the second. OK, the whole third verse.” For some reason, I just captured something there that I didn’t want to change. I remember trying to change it and go back and re-do the vocals, and I was like “Yo, let me listen to the old ones? Just keep the old ones, fukk it.”
God only knows, he's grown farther from home, he's no father He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
Eminem – Lose Yourself
Maybe people are just thinking
father rhymes with
daughter or something. But it’s about repeating a pattern. The trick is to get the pattern to hit on the same beat — “grown farther,” “own daughter,” the “knows” and “goes,” like that.
Food stamps don't buy diapers, and there's no movie There's no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life
Eminem – Lose Yourself
Putting the name of the actor right there in the lead single was just about the rhymes. I had started with this syllable scheme —
“somebody’s paying the pied piper” and “Mekhi Phifer” ended up fitting. That was all it was.
That was one of those songs where I remember telling Paul, “I don’t know how to write about someone else’s life.” Because the movie is not me, the movie is Jimmy Smith Jr. So I’m playing this character, but I have to make parallels between my life and his, in this song. I gotta figure out how to reach a medium. It would sound so corny if I was
just rapping as Jimmy Smith Jr. How is that going to come from a real place?
If I’m telling you that my daughter doesn’t have diapers, I need this amount of money to pay my bills this month, and it’s some real shyt I’m telling you, then you know that it’s just coming from me. That was the trick I had to figure out — how to make the rhyme sound like him, and then morph into me somehow, so you see the parallels between his struggles and mine.
His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy There's vomit on his sweater already: mom's spaghetti
Eminem – Lose Yourself
The first verse is all about
Jimmy Smith Jr. It’s me talking about Jimmy Smith Jr. — like, I’m not saying
my sweater, I’m saying
his. I’m trying to show you what his life is about.
The Demo
[Intro] Eminem – Lose Yourself (Original Demo Version)
This is going to sound stupid, but I have no recollection of the demo version on
Shady XV. Paul remembers me doing that but I don’t know where I recorded it, I don’t even know when I recorded it. I did a lot of drugs, so my memory is all over the place.
Cause when we descend together, we begin to move as one In perfect unison just like the moon and sun
Eminem – Lose Yourself (Original Demo Version)
This is the only rhyme I remember. It’s the only line that sounds remotely familiar to me.