Ever been so depressed that you hate being awake?

The Up Right Man

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Been down this road before.

Down to my last $20. No call backs, not even for $10 an hour jobs. Friends and hoes disappeared. Sitting at the bar thinking strange and of illicit activities. Seeing cute honeys but can't approach because of being so broke.

I remember throwing on my headphones listening to 90s music and hoping on the train with a high... then getting back to the room I was staying in, because I lost my apartment, and crashing. Crying and grabbing my stomach. Forced myself to sleep. Too cowardly to actually go through with suicide.

Stomach so messed up from stress, I couldn't even shyt right. :mjgrin:

Life was rough as hell back then. I'll never forget that shyt.
Would you care to share the memoir of J.E.T.S?
 

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Because of my Medication I dream damn near every night, and not all of them is pleasant, so I can't really agree with this thread :patrice:


Their was times I was :beli: about going to sleep cause of what Dream was about to have, its been better lately though.
 

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It's sad that there's no cure for depression, you can just hope to contain it.

Peace & light to you, breh & everyone going through it.

Have you tried meditating?
 

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Sleep is like paradise when you are depressed:noah:

Sleep makes you forget all of your problems:noah:
Get involved in sports or start working out. Exercise is a known mood enhancer.
Volunteer somewhere, anywhere, giving back always makes me feel good about myself.
Stay up OP, sleep is the devils work disguised as paradise.
 

J.E.T.S

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Would you care to share the memoir of J.E.T.S?

Aight. I'm about to spill all my kool-aid to you stranger danger muthafukkas. :wow:

Mid 2000s. Late teens, early twenties I was fukked up. Doing alot of criminal shyt. Working slave labor jobs every night. Lost my license too.

That situation forced me to go to college. The plan to go was mainly for me to stay in a dorm to avoid being homeless. Got mad loans. :shaq:

I was good at that shyt though so I stuck with it. Almost starved to death a couple of times, but I got a job in manufacturing and made it through my four years. Barely. Slept with alot of broads. Simped on a couple.

Got an apartment, moved in one of the bad bytches I simped over, and somehow got a IT job fresh out. Got locked up for driving without a license. Missed 2 days, Got fired. The chick dipped.

Almost became homeless again, then got another slave labor jobs earning $13 hour in manufacturing. Got my Ls back.

Got married in 2010. Had a great life and started a sound treatment business together. She was also in business/finance. Made a ton of money.

She decided to move back to Ghana after a few years of dealing with Western culture.

I went to jail again for the damn license. Apparently, it was suspended again because of a pending suspension after I had them reinstated. Also me and the cop had words. He also slapped an obstruction charge on me. Separated the charges between two counties. Which meant after I bailed out of one County, I had to get transported to the next to bail out again.

Lost everything; job, condo, chevy volt, ml450... everything except our small business. Tarnished my reputation. Lost clients. By my ex-wife abandoning me, there was no one to handle things.

Stayed with friends a couple months and eventually met an older chick that was awesome to me. Moved in together and everything.

I was cheating up a storm though. Eventually left her for some young p*ssy.

That situation ended after I got locked up. Again...

On false accusations. Wrong place at the wrong time. 3 months of my life gone because of some random dusty CAC.

Presently; bad nerves, struggling business, looking for a good job until I can get shyt back in order. Back with an ex girlfriend ...

Learn from my mistakes brehs; You do shyt, you get shyt. Live right brehs.

Because of my lies, iniquities, and idolizing money/materialistic shyt. I think I have had bad luck. Been an ole Mr. Magoo ass nikka unintentionally running into all kinds of hazards.

My life has been better since trusting in Jesus and keeping my dikk in my drawers more often. My girlfriend now tests my willpower on an occasional basis, but I'm faithful. I need to get married and stop looking at all these nice honeys with a lustful eye though. I prayed about it. :yeshrug:


If you're doing bad, take a good look at the way your life is set up and modify it. :ohhh:

"Faith the size of a mustard seed" brehs. :lawd:
 

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Get involved in sports or start working out. Exercise is a known mood enhancer.
Volunteer somewhere, anywhere, giving back always makes me feel good about myself.
Stay up OP, sleep is the devils work disguised as paradise.
Nah I feel u

I'm not depressed right now but I just remember when I felt so down I had to sleep to feel better

I agree about exercise though

And eating clean
 

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Yep...back in highschool after I moved to a new city that I hated
 

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I haven't been depressed since childhood
I mean I have low moments but Not anything bad tbh
 
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