Ever been so depressed that you hate being awake?

[phcitywarrior]

Its hard to see on the other side of that glass when youre built like a lesbian

I will say this about losing weight. If you've been big your whole life, then it can be really really tough to stay on course.

I tried to take it 5lbs at a time. Little nuggets here and there. Greatest thing for me was the absence of little pains in my body e.g.
Pain on my hips, in my lower back, on my knees etc.
Only thing that i didn't do was take pictures. It's always good to know where you started.

 

[NSSVO]

Na, I've been like fukk everything before though. Two knee surgeries back to back, making a lot less money, moved to a shytty town and I was dealing with racist at work? nikka was stressed hahaha. Thank god for exercise, binge drinking, and sluts.

 

[Rice'N Beckford]

Got denied a job, current gig wants me gone and now im drinking alone looking at jobs ina sports bar alone.

I give up on life tbh. Sometimes just wanna kill myself and restart the next day

 

[GreenGrass]

try different things - you may need alcohol

 

[Silkk]

Only when im super tired and my body telling me to sit the fukk down

 

[badtguy]

Got denied a job, current gig wants me gone and now im drinking alone looking at jobs ina sports bar alone.

I give up on life tbh. Sometimes just wanna kill myself and restart the next day

 

[⠀⠀⠀]

we out here winnin

 

[badtguy]

Gym

 

[Lo-Co]

Sleep is when God works

Life is worth living, depression is a demon

Life gets better...it's all seasons

Sometimes we go to sleep but we never get rest.
Wake up tired and drenched in sweat like you just survived 10 rounds with Tyson

Its hard at times. But I don't want to succumb to those moments of turmoil.

 

[Anti-Anime]

Yeah I stopped hanging out and doing things outside home, I don't care anymore. I just want to keep to myself and sleep

 

[iFightSeagullsForBread]

Got denied a job, current gig wants me gone and now im drinking alone looking at jobs ina sports bar alone.

I give up on life tbh. Sometimes just wanna kill myself and restart the next day

This is really relateable.

 

[BlackAchilles]

All too welll.... Thankfully not these days

 

[Claudex]

Sleep is when God works

Life is worth living, depression is a demon

Life gets better...it's all seasons

Amen Brehette

 

[J.E.T.S]

Got denied a job, current gig wants me gone and now im drinking alone looking at jobs ina sports bar alone.

I give up on life tbh. Sometimes just wanna kill myself and restart the next day

This is really relateable.

Been down this road before.

Down to my last $20. No call backs, not even for $10 an hour jobs. Friends and hoes disappeared. Sitting at the bar thinking strange and of illicit activities. Seeing cute honeys but can't approach because of being so broke.

I remember throwing on my headphones listening to 90s music and hoping on the train with a high... then getting back to the room I was staying in, because I lost my apartment, and crashing. Crying and grabbing my stomach. Forced myself to sleep. Too cowardly to actually go through with suicide.

Stomach so messed up from stress, I couldn't even shyt right.

Life was rough as hell back then. I'll never forget that shyt.

 

[J.E.T.S]

Sleep is when God works

Life is worth living, depression is a demon

Life gets better...it's all seasons

Love ya sista.