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Some realize and some don't

:russ:funny thing is that it doesn't matter

whether you go laughing or crying your way through life
in the end it adds up to the same thing

everyone/everything dies
no form/identity is permanent

it's is what it is
life's easier when you learn to deal with it*
 

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:russ:funny thing is that it doesn't matter

whether you go laughing or crying your way through life
in the end it adds up to the same thing

everyone/everything dies
no form/identity is permanent

it's is what it is
life's easier when you learn to deal with it*
But see that's how you feel. I feel like it does matter, I'd be wrong to think otherwise. And ofc
 

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Yup. I feel trapped in this prison of seclusion, cuz happiness living in these streets is a delusion, even a smooth criminal one day must get caught shot up or shot down with a bullet that he bought.

Didn't really understand those lyrics when i was younger. Now that i'm older i know exactly what he meant. I feel trapped in this cycle and just totally helpless. I like to think that if i stay focused on my life plan and execute that things will change. But its really hard not to totally give up. Was seriously contemplating just killing myself the other day but i'm a p*ssy.

I truly wish i had never come to america.
 

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People think I'm joking when I tell them I'm gonna take sailing lessons and buy a sailboat in the future, those shyts are less than $10k for something that can circumnavigate.

I used to feel trapped when I was younger, still feel like it sometimes but I deal with it. From your posts, the structured working life ain't for you and freedom to do what you want, go where you want, and be able to just do shyt freely is what you want :to:
Picked up this random book and just said let me read since I'm trying to read more.
It was about a dude who had to move from the States to Newfoundland, Canada.
I NEVER once thought about the boating life until this book, but them treacherous waters something scary as well
 

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Hell yeah, I like this type of thinking. Where are you living at? Perhaps the east coast I'm guessing? I think it'd be a good idea, just don't get lost at sea, have Poseidon looking at you like ":ufdup:" . Have you read the Million Pound Note by Mark Twain? If not I'll get you a link, its a super short story but you'll like it a lot I think.

Yeah, but are you married? That shyt kind of bothers me because what if I feel like this once I get older?


Yeah man, the East coast is pure :scusthov: status around this time of year, I plan on getting a boat when I move out of the US. Nah I haven't read it, but sailing in my opinion is as close as you can get to true freedom in the modern world. Go where you want, when you want and stay where you want.

It will never go away, you said you travel a lot and once you settle down you'll most likely always have that feeling you need to be somewhere else and exploring. Some people have that in them, that need to be out and exploring, I've said it many times on here before I literally need to take long drives every week or two to keep from going crazy, I've driven from NY to Ohio on a whim before. I'm happy with my woman, but I'd much rather be somewhere else in the world with her, I'm the type of person that would buy one of those tumbleweed homes just so I can move around a lot.



Picked up this random book and just said let me read since I'm trying to read more.
It was about a dude who had to move from the States to Newfoundland, Canada.
I NEVER once thought about the boating life until this book, but them treacherous waters something scary as well


I'll check out that book, traveling and sailing are just so liberating, people don't realize just how cheap a 33 footer can be.


Check out this dudes blog, he and his wife from the start of the blog till around last year were living on their sailboat and just cruising the eastern seaboard and Caribbean -

http://www.hobosailor.com/
 

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I'll check out that book, traveling and sailing are just so liberating, people don't realize just how cheap a 33 footer can be.


Check out this dudes blog, he and his wife from the start of the blog till around last year were living on their sailboat and just cruising the eastern seaboard and Caribbean -

http://www.hobosailor.com/
:ehh: Book is alright. May not be everyone's cup of tea, but helped mold some new perspectives in me.
I'll check out that blog as well, thanks.

It's funny, I've always had this ideal home near a body of water in my mind... How did I never think of the boating lifestyle? :russ: Hood tendencies I guess

Edit: Book is "The Shipping News" didn't know it was a fukking movie LOL
 
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Yeah man, the East coast is pure :scusthov: status around this time of year, I plan on getting a boat when I move out of the US. Nah I haven't read it, but sailing in my opinion is as close as you can get to true freedom in the modern world. Go where you want, when you want and stay where you want.

It will never go away, you said you travel a lot and once you settle down you'll most likely always have that feeling you need to be somewhere else and exploring. Some people have that in them, that need to be out and exploring, I've said it many times on here before I literally need to take long drives every week or two to keep from going crazy, I've driven from NY to Ohio on a whim before. I'm happy with my woman, but I'd much rather be somewhere else in the world with her, I'm the type of person that would buy one of those tumbleweed homes just so I can move around a lot.






I'll check out that book, traveling and sailing are just so liberating, people don't realize just how cheap a 33 footer can be.


Check out this dudes blog, he and his wife from the start of the blog till around last year were living on their sailboat and just cruising the eastern seaboard and Caribbean -

http://www.hobosailor.com/
Yeah, that's what it looks like from the pictures I see tbh :pachaha: Where do you plan on moving? And this is true, but it is a hard lifestyle to maintain I think, although freedom is a hard lifestyle to maintain in general, but its worth it I imagine.
Here's a link to the short story, I think you'll enjoy it a lot
http://www.eastoftheweb.com/short-stories/UBooks/MilPou.shtml

That makes sense, I've never driven too far, I have flight benefits but flying can be tiring and expensive and I need to save for my backpacking trip. Perhaps I'll go to Vancouver BC this weekend for a day, or try to drive to the coast, that would be fun. I've never thought of that before, thanks for the idea.

That makes sense, remember the capsule corp. On DBZ and DBZ? it would be nice if they could do that with homes.
 
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