Ever felt like commiting suicide?

[Day_Walker]

Theres a point there ur just gonna talk to someone face to face. I have severe depression as a result of a shytty childhood (my father had psychosis and was abusive) and I was in similar situation to the op where i would just go on message boards to rant. Nothing changed for years until i started talking to health professionals. Although it depends how seriosu your depression/anxiety. I get ur point but we aint health professionals who specialise in giving proper advice and empowering those suffering depression. Some of us are facing a similar situation to op. Id suggest op to talk to his GP and arrange an appointment with a community psychologist/social worker.

Honestly I used to feel like I was the only person with problems and that no one would understand me. Reading people write about there problems on forums made me realize I'm not the only one and it is nothing to be ashamed about. Actually seeing people giving advice that made sense helped me start talking about my issues with family members.

 

[CinnaSlim]

Why is that?

I'm not telling yall.
It's not public information.

 

[Malta]

I'm not telling yall.
It's not public information.

Felons can travel abroad for volunteer work

 

[Calmye]

Man breh I feel you. Get some help homie I know exactly how you feel.

 

[Sunalmighty]

Life is kicking my ass, sometimes it seems too hard. I probably got it harder than anybody on here. I've though about itbefore but I could never do it. The bible I read says you can't get to heaven by doing it.

At quiet times I once contemplated suicide and would tried but when I held that 9 all I could see is my mother's eyes - 2pac

Any day above 6 feet is good. Regardless if whats going on in life, your existence is priceless compared to killing yourself. Get your shyt organized and talk to someone.

 

[Black Cac]

 

[miranda]

I can't even get a job in the city I want to move too, trying to leave Florida badly but don't even have the funds to do so.

what city did you decide on?

 

[LEEeveryday]

Life is kicking my ass, sometimes it seems too hard. I probably got it harder than anybody on here. I've though about itbefore but I could never do it. The bible I read says you can't get to heaven by doing it.

At quiet times I once contemplated suicide and would tried but when I held that 9 all I could see is my mother's eyes - 2pac

Honestly...
Yes

I changed my mind.

 

[Jplaya2023]

Life is kicking my ass, sometimes it seems too hard. I probably got it harder than anybody on here. I've though about itbefore but I could never do it. The bible I read says you can't get to heaven by doing it.

At quiet times I once contemplated suicide and would tried but when I held that 9 all I could see is my mother's eyes - 2pac

look at what happened to lamar odom. enjoy life

 

[¢apitali$t Migraine]

I'm not talking to anybody face to face cause I won't ever do it

 

[Kiyoshi-Dono]

When I was younger, especially after my first serious relationship.
But my grandmother(rip) said something to me that played in my ear:
"Killing yourself is selfish. Think about the people that truly love you"
Glad I didn't, I'm blessed and in a better position and the lessons and heartbreaks have made me stronger and wiser.
All you have is yourself. Make yourself happy and learn to say no and fight those voices of defeat.
If you can type on a smartphone or computer, you are blessed..
Think about people who don't even have those luxuries. Embrace the journey and keep smiling OP

 

[¢apitali$t Migraine]

look at what happened to lamar odom. enjoy life

Uh, Lamar did enjoy life. In fact, one could argue he enjoyed the fukk outta that shyt. That's what got his ass fukked up in the game money.

 

[Exit9NJturnpike]

Would've gone through with it if it wasn't for my family. Everyday is a struggle, i'm really only existing for others. The only thing that drives me is a need to make a few people proud. Obtain a good job then go on from there. . shyt is hard though, the days just blend into each other.

 

[OG Talk]

Only as a quick fleeting thought like killing someone or robbing a bank. Both things that I would never have the courage/insanity to do. It's usually in a situation where I would be feeling like my back is against the wall and I didn't see any other options out. Of course things always ended up being okay. My family and friends have been my life line. I feel for people that don't have that support system.

 

[samtalksradio]

I have then I realized I'm black so I said fukk that.