
That shyt would literally kill my mother and grandmother if I were to do it.I thought about it then i got in a car wreck and broke both my arms and my left leg and saw how distraught my moms was. i could only imagine what she would have done if i died in the back of that ford focus![]()

Bruh this might be terrible advice but go get some hard liquor something to mix it with. Sip, relax, and think. 5 days of hard liquor sipping cured my depression. It's like it washed the bullshyt away.Life is kicking my ass, sometimes it seems too hard. I probably got it harder than anybody on here. I've though about itbefore but I could never do it. The bible I read says you can't get to heaven by doing it.
At quiet times I once contemplated suicide and would tried but when I held that 9 all I could see is my mother's eyes - 2pac
Things are a lil better now. I did set my life back thinking i was going to gothrough with it. im still here thoughDid things change for you?
Are things better now?
I hope so.

Things are a lil better now. I did set my life back thinking i was going to gothrough with it. im still here though![]()

I'm still here y'all, ain't goin nowhere

I've been here. Talk to someone. It helps trust me.I'm not talking to anybody face to face cause I won't ever do it
People have to understand that your thoughts are not always Your thoughts.....There are spirits, evil spirits that will speak into your mind making it seem like they are your thoughts. You have to push those thoughts aside quickly. When you understand that life is not a struggle with yourself and people , those carnal things, and understand that it's a spiritual battle going on everyday for souls, it gets a lot easier to see the whole picture.
Meaning think on the things that God wants you to think about. Get to know Him, by reading the Bible, praying, being a part of His church. Every good thing comes from God. Every evil thing comes from the serpent that deceived Adam and Eve in the Garden, Satan.
What if your situation was pre determined?
What if God put you there?
Revelation 21:1-5
1Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth; for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away (vanished), and there is no longer any sea.
2 And I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, arrayed like a bride adorned for her husband;
3 and then I heard a loud voice from the throne, saying, “See! The tabernacle of God is among men, and He will live among them, and they will be His people, and God Himself will be with them [as their God,]
4 and He will wipe away every tear from their eyes; and there will no longer be death; there will no longer be sorrow and anguish, or crying, or pain; for the former order of things has passed away.”
5 And He who sits on the throne said, “Behold, I am making all things new.”
Try an online counselor. In person counseling isn't the only way.I'm not talking to anybody face to face cause I won't ever do it