Ever felt like commiting suicide?

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They dog die they kill themselves or shoot yo a school. Idk what black ppl reason are but I bet it's legit..
Yea they do it for the most idiotic of reasons

They live in white suburbs and benefit from white supremacy and yet they want to commit suicide. What a joke.

Then this @semtex idiot wants to bring up black suicide rates like black people dont have it worse than whites thanks to racist whites actions.

Despite that our rate still hasnt passed theirs. :obama:
 
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Yea they do it for the most idiotic of reasons

They live in white suburbs and benefit from white supremacy and yet they want to commit suicide. What a joke.

Then this @semtex idiot wants to bring up black suicide rates like black people dont have it worse than whites thanks to racist whites actions.

Despite that our rate still hasnt passed theirs. :obama:
U mad? :leon:
 

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I believe there is a point when you can start to understand the world too well, so well that it becomes mentally draining. Harsh realities and truths about us as the human species and the driving mechanisms within us. You pay attention the the trends and routines of society around you and realize modern life is frivolous and unfulfilling. When you attempt to speak to others about this it skews their view of you because they know nothing except enjoying the pointless stimulation and prefer optimism over logic. You become more isolated and alone. You try to engage in activities which made you happy when you were ignorant but you indefinitely come back to the conclusion that you'll never be fulfilled.

I've never seriously contemplated suicide in terms of the method i would commit it but i've at times thought death would bring me peace.
 

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God doesn't pre-determine where you're going to be. He just knows where you will be because He is God, He's Omniscient, He knows everything. He hopes that you will learn about Him through a relationship with Him and reading the Bible. He hopes that you will learn that the One thing you need is Him. Other than that, this life means nothing. Without Him you will be utterly destroyed. With Him, through His Son Yeshua, you will live forever in the place He has made for us. No Pain, No Sorrow, No Death, No Hunger, No Lack, Just Ecstacy.

Yes. But people always tell you
"God has plan for you..."
"There is a reason all this is happening..."
Sounds pre-determined to me, seeing as if you deviate from said plan you won't achieve 'happiness'.

It seems pretty contradictory to have given us freewill yet have a set path to 'happiness'.
Then again I'm not the all knowing, Omnipotent Almighty being.
 

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I have never thought about committing suicide, but I have often times thought about how life would be for loved ones/close ones without me when I'm in those downer/useless moods.
 

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Yes. But people always tell you
"God has plan for you..."
"There is a reason all this is happening..."
Sounds pre-determined to me, seeing as if you deviate from said plan you won't achieve 'happiness'.

It seems pretty contradictory to have given us freewill yet have a set path to 'happiness'.
Then again I'm not the all knowing, Omnipotent Almighty being.

God's plan has always been for us to live with Him, but man makes the choice to live in unhappiness and without Him. Happiness is found with God. Truth is found with God. Love is found with God.

It's your choice, that's all it is. Choose to believe in, trust in, rely on, and adhere to His son Jesus. There's nothing to worry about when you do that. Worry, fear, envy, hate, jealousy and all things bad comes from the enemy of everything good, Lucifer.

You choose Him and there is no end to the great things you will see after this life is over for you.

1 Corinthians 2:9
But as it is written: “Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man the things which God hath prepared for them that love Him.”
 

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I've thought about it way too much. When I get to the planning stage, I call somebody. Crashing my bike seemed like the way to go, cuz nobody would think it was suicide (fam would be better off that way). Also seriously considered od-ing on pills and slitting my wrists. Real talk, I'm too scared to do it though I think. I've been really close several times and almost had to be hospitalized. Now I just pop pills (that were prescribed to me) that make me feel like I'm losing my true self :mjcry:

I guess that's better than killing myself though. I dunno. Life is hard...
 
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