Ever felt like commiting suicide?

[Black Nate Grey]

God's plan has always been for us to live with Him, but man makes the choice to live in unhappiness and without Him. Happiness is found with God. Truth is found with God. Love is found with God.

It's your choice, that's all it is. Choose to believe in, trust in, rely on, and adhere to His son Jesus. There's nothing to worry about when you do that. Worry, fear, envy, hate, jealousy and all things bad comes from the enemy of everything good, Lucifer.

You choose Him and there is no end to the great things you will see after this life is over for you.

So really there is no freewill because if we choose anything other than God's plan we suffer.
Here is an example of pre-determined.
Some people are born ugly or beautiful
Some people have an IQ of 140 while others are average
Some are born with no arms, others will become a QB in the NFL
Some have a chemical imbalance causing depression while others will never have a suicidal thought in their life.
"He knit you in your mothers womb."
Are these advantages and deficiencies the work of random Genetics or God.

I don't want to wait to die, for great things to happen to me.
TBH eternal peace sounds boring.

 

[Westcoastnative]

I've contemplated suicide more often than not when I was in my early 20's when my depression was severe. I didn't have no one to talk with, and my family didn't take it seriously which made my depression 10x worse. I've always felt I had nothing to live for, like I'm just a waste of life. I've gotten a little better since but suicide is always still in the back of my mind.

 

[Chrishaune]

So really there is no freewill because if we choose anything other than God's plan we suffer.
Here is an example of pre-determined.
Some people are born ugly or beautiful
Some people have an IQ of 140 while others are average
Some are born with no arms, other will become a QB in the NFL
Some have a chemical imbalance causing depression while others will never have a suicidal thought in their life.
"He knit you in your mothers womb."
Are these advantages and deficiencies the work of random Genetics or God.

I don't want to wait to die, for great things to happen to me.
TBH eternal peace sounds boring.

You can argue with it or you can accept the fact you were created by Somebody greater than you. There is no point in fighting against that Eternal Being. You will lose, and you will regret it.

James 1:12
Blessed [is] the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him.

 

[Black Nate Grey]

You can argue with it or you can accept the fact you were created by Somebody greater than you. There is no point in fighting against that Eternal Being. You will lose, and you will regret it.

I (mostly) believe in God's existence.
I believe He created me and everything else in this universe (*possibly multiverse)
In the same vein, it seems he creates people more capable than others.
Yes, we take actions and they have consequences but the actions we take are predetermined according to how he created us, (personality sets, emotional balance)

It's the extreme benevolence I'm doubting.
He's been good to me, but better to others and yet again worse to even more.
Believe I really don't want to say, He chose to give so and so this Fill in The Blank
That's why I hope its just random genetics at play, so I can blame that instead of God.

He's one confusing ass person, neither a book or you can give me the answers I need.

 

[nkb97]

With certain stuff I've been through, it's crossed my mind a few times, but I've never seriously considered doing that. This world ain't shyt, but I won't ever let it get the best of me. Besides, I never asked to be here.

Plus I could never do that to my mama and lil brother....

 

[fortheblessings]

It's crossed my mind a couple of times, but I've never seriously considered doing that. This world ain't shyt, but I won't ever let it get the best of me. I didn't ask to be here

Plus I could never do that to my mama and lil brother....

Stay strong fam, permanent solution for temporary feelings

 

[kenreid0726eabos]

Life is kicking my ass, sometimes it seems too hard. I probably got it harder than anybody on here. I've though about itbefore but I could never do it. The bible I read says you can't get to heaven by doing it.

At quiet times I once contemplated suicide and would tried but when I held that 9 all I could see is my mother's eyes - 2pac

 

[Jahbarri]

First born son on the way. Had 50,000.00 Canadian saved Jan 1st.

Now I’m down to 12k liquid. Bad investments / crazy spending / 10k lost gambling . I’m very depressed and feel like commiting suicide. Turned 25 in December . Life has been going down hill. But it’s not all about money, I guess god blessed me with a son to keep going and a wonderful significant other who’ll be by Myside until death do us apart . But I’ve caused a lot of stress for my new family emotionally, financially and verbally abusive. I tried overdosing on Xanax the other day. Took 5 pills. I’m gonna stay strong. I just feel like I lost the flame in me that kept me going from 18 till now living alone. Pray for me brehs. I’m distraught.

 

[Living Bait]

personally i've found a lot of strength from reggae music over the years......its a sufferers music made by people who have very little....it encourages clean living and really strips back what is important in life.....

as Gregory Isaacs said, i'd rather live poor and clean than to be rich and in corruption...

so much inspiring music, i immersed myself in it for many years and helped me no end in my struggles...

it made me a better person and lifted me many times when i was down...

 

[kenreid0726eabos]

personally i've found a lot of strength from reggae music over the years......its a sufferers music made by people who have very little....it encourages clean living and really strips back what is important in life.....

as Gregory Isaacs said, i'd rather live poor and clean than to be rich and in corruption...

so much inspiring music, i immersed myself in it for many years and helped me no end in my struggles...

it made me a better person and lifted me many times when i was down...

yes music is life yas

 

[SemiEnlightenedBum]

if anyone is doing it the mental strength&fortitude route please consider sending a project po' cat with numerous severe issue's&very little health insurance your benzo's..

they were gonna try and name a magazine after me i have so many issue's but they know i'm trillitant and people might think i mean gun magazine's..

 

[LEEeveryday]

Stop running.

...It's like trying to beat your own shadow in a foot race.