Ever felt like life ain't shyt and...
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life was simpler, u could spent allday with your family and friends
now u gotta fight for paper money, thats not even real money....and u dont have enough time too even talk to your family...then if u have more, it can create jealousy ...this system is all fukked up, and the only ppl that benefit from it r the elite
Dameon Farrow
Superstar
Ya'll really need to find something non drug related to elevate your mind. Find something you can create breh. I write music myself. Think of something you know in and out and create something from it. I don't care if it's a piece of stone cold shyt, you make it and love it. It's yours. And it will elevate your fukking spirits. We humans really aren't hard to satisfy but we don't bother half the time. We love to create and be artistic as a human race. Hell, that's the whole story of our industrial and technological revolutions. But a downside of having so much technology is that it makes us lazy in regards to creation.
Now this isn't a knock at drugs as I think we should legalize asap. But there should be something you are talented at sober that you can use to relieve some stress. If there isn't, use the damn internet to educate yourself on something. There is way too much depression creeping up in this thread.
Now this isn't a knock at drugs as I think we should legalize asap. But there should be something you are talented at sober that you can use to relieve some stress. If there isn't, use the damn internet to educate yourself on something. There is way too much depression creeping up in this thread.
Sometimes I wonder why was I so lucky/cursed to be granted this life, I've seen so many people with potential just die either from sickness or having their lives forcefully taken yet here I am still going on still wondering what my purpose is. I'm looking for happiness or maybe something close to peace, Just found out today my aunt has spinal cancer this is the second aunt in my family to have cancer so it's got me looking at my mother like how much time do I have to spend with this beautiful women before even that happiness is taken. Sadness seems to always be looming right around the corner but happiness that shyt is a fleeting moment you won't even realize you've had them until you look back on it. It's weird I have no purpose that I'm aware of but yet I can't imagine a world without me and me without it.
CinnaSlim
Queen of Swords
I feel like that every once in a while when things go to shyt. But the moment passes. I'm not impulsive. I'm also considerate, so if Im gonna do it, I have to do it right. In the time it takes to plan it out, I realize there's always another way. It doesn't have to end like that.
Life is struggle, struggle is what teaches us and gives us strength. We have to use it to our advantage, use it to empathize and connect with others. Take the lessons from it and do better. We have to keep pushing forward. It's gotten to the point where I'm just like fukk it. I've been through so much already, I know I'll be alright. I just don't want to put anyone else through my trouble.
I've thought of going away and dying so I wouldn't be a burden of anyone else but what's even better than that is living so that I can be of help to someone else. We are all here for a reason. We all can affect someone's life for the better.
Life is struggle, struggle is what teaches us and gives us strength. We have to use it to our advantage, use it to empathize and connect with others. Take the lessons from it and do better. We have to keep pushing forward. It's gotten to the point where I'm just like fukk it. I've been through so much already, I know I'll be alright. I just don't want to put anyone else through my trouble.
I've thought of going away and dying so I wouldn't be a burden of anyone else but what's even better than that is living so that I can be of help to someone else. We are all here for a reason. We all can affect someone's life for the better.
Drip Bayless
Superstar
Life is intrinsically meaningless. Find a reason you think is worth living for and try not to think about the really fukked up stuff. For most people it's family or money. I know it sounds cliché but the most depressing thing for me is that the trade off for the comforts of civilization is spending a 1/3 of your life preparing to be a cog in a machine, the next 1/3 repeating a long cycle of servitude to the system, and the last 1/3 waiting for your death.
You've said some dumb shyt before, but this a great post
u didnt have to throw in the backhand bro...u coli dudes have ego issues...always need the upper hand
Real talk. Once spoke to a CAC counselorSeek out counseling breh, it helps a lot
REAL TALK
make sure you find a black one too if you are black and try and get a man, they understand our struggles more
breh was so outta touch and tone deaf had to 
i been getting into the holy bible...I think its important to find god and accept death....giving up these desires is tough, because in order to feel like a somebody in this society u have to have processions, thats what they tell u
life is like the truman show...
were basically just food to keep the system running....thinking positive is easier said then done, esp if u understand humanity well...once u take the red pill...u cant go back...that's why i envy these nikkas out here....watching basketball housewives and smoking blunts and playing 2k allday on their aunty coach
theyre the real winners....easy distorted life, no critical thought, peaceful death...funny how life works
life is like the truman show...
were basically just food to keep the system running....thinking positive is easier said then done, esp if u understand humanity well...once u take the red pill...u cant go back...that's why i envy these nikkas out here....watching basketball housewives and smoking blunts and playing 2k allday on their aunty coach
theyre the real winners....easy distorted life, no critical thought, peaceful death...funny how life works
because life is easy...blunts, lean, worldstar, 2k, madden, chop it up about bs, sleep
thats it...BTW i hate playing these choking mothafukkas in 2k...always choking on the mic, put the damn blunt down
If I were Tom Hanks in Castaway I probably wouldn't have left the Island......
Drip Bayless
Superstar
White man living comfortably and care free out here, while the hispanic man breaks his back doing hard labor, and the black man gets the short end of the stick in every facet. 
I'm sure everybody on earth has felt this way (referring to Op's post). Some people more frequently than others. It all depends on the situation, and what you're suffering from. Everyone is different, what works for some might not work for others.
BTW, I really want to make a thread about my sometimes risky, and uncommon sexual behavior (which involved more drug use than i can handle in the past); because i'm just bored, horny, and feeling like changing my sexual orientations again (for a little while). I'm a mess. I want to act out. I really want some excitement, but my forms of excitement are usually have been self-destructive, but I'll find someone to talk to about that stuff ... in any case, I'm a little nervous about this week, so I'll share here.
I found help through family, friends, and professionals, things were okay on the outside, but my insides were were barely changing. After 4 years of safe, healthy, living, I went right back to my old ways and everything got dark, dangerous, and hopeless.
Today (now that I've been heading in the right direction again for a few months), I believe that once you get out of the hole it's important to figure out what makes you tick; and most importantly your strength, weaknesses, and limitations to stay away from whatever darkness you found yourself in and find some balance.
For me, it takes me a lot of prayer, writing, and hearing other people's experiences (HOPE) to stay away from old ways. I keep it simple, when the time comes to take the next level and get deep, I'll be ready to take the next steps. There's a lot i have to work on, because I believe I went through what I went through and i am who I am because I was meant to help others to the best of my ability. But it's always an inside job, I can't help anyone if I'm still learning how to help yourself.
I'm not a religious person, but I do believe that something greater that is loving and caring helps me with ANYTHING. I don't have the intense, one-on-one support I had years ago, I'm the brokest I've been my whole life, I'm alone more than I want to be, but I'm the happiest I've ever been, because I have hope everyday and I'm slowly building a relationship with my God because despite not being religious, there is a reason I'm not dead or in jail right now. It took 30 years of living, and some barely existing, but in my heart I believe it gets better and that sky is the limit.
I might be going off on a tangeant, but unfortunately, a lot of people suffer in silence. It's hard for the average person to talk about feelings or real issues. And life is hard enough so why care about someone else's pain or feelings? Some people take the God thing too strictly, andjust isolate themselves and others, because it because too much is only meant for God.
I do believe we suffer as a society as a whole because despite what we overcome individually, there is a lack of empathy and compassion, to help the next man.
Look at #Blacklivesmatter for instance. It's non-existant now because most people didn't want total or even hear about struggles of the disenfranchised, it's now alllivesmatter because that's some fukking bullshyt isn't real and dodges the real issues. We could all be doing better as a society.
ok, im tired. goodnight, have a blessed week,
BTW, I really want to make a thread about my sometimes risky, and uncommon sexual behavior (which involved more drug use than i can handle in the past); because i'm just bored, horny, and feeling like changing my sexual orientations again (for a little while). I'm a mess. I want to act out. I really want some excitement, but my forms of excitement are usually have been self-destructive, but I'll find someone to talk to about that stuff ... in any case, I'm a little nervous about this week, so I'll share here.
I found help through family, friends, and professionals, things were okay on the outside, but my insides were were barely changing. After 4 years of safe, healthy, living, I went right back to my old ways and everything got dark, dangerous, and hopeless.
Today (now that I've been heading in the right direction again for a few months), I believe that once you get out of the hole it's important to figure out what makes you tick; and most importantly your strength, weaknesses, and limitations to stay away from whatever darkness you found yourself in and find some balance.
For me, it takes me a lot of prayer, writing, and hearing other people's experiences (HOPE) to stay away from old ways. I keep it simple, when the time comes to take the next level and get deep, I'll be ready to take the next steps. There's a lot i have to work on, because I believe I went through what I went through and i am who I am because I was meant to help others to the best of my ability. But it's always an inside job, I can't help anyone if I'm still learning how to help yourself.
I'm not a religious person, but I do believe that something greater that is loving and caring helps me with ANYTHING. I don't have the intense, one-on-one support I had years ago, I'm the brokest I've been my whole life, I'm alone more than I want to be, but I'm the happiest I've ever been, because I have hope everyday and I'm slowly building a relationship with my God because despite not being religious, there is a reason I'm not dead or in jail right now. It took 30 years of living, and some barely existing, but in my heart I believe it gets better and that sky is the limit.
I might be going off on a tangeant, but unfortunately, a lot of people suffer in silence. It's hard for the average person to talk about feelings or real issues. And life is hard enough so why care about someone else's pain or feelings? Some people take the God thing too strictly, andjust isolate themselves and others, because it because too much is only meant for God.
I do believe we suffer as a society as a whole because despite what we overcome individually, there is a lack of empathy and compassion, to help the next man.
Look at #Blacklivesmatter for instance. It's non-existant now because most people didn't want total or even hear about struggles of the disenfranchised, it's now alllivesmatter because that's some fukking bullshyt isn't real and dodges the real issues. We could all be doing better as a society.
ok, im tired. goodnight, have a blessed week,