Helll no
Wtf
Is this really something that happens???
The last time I got drunk after I got fired from a job, I was about 22-23 I ended up sucker punching a dude who was walking with his daughter.
Haven’t had a drop of liquor since.
But even before and after, I would just flip out over the tinest shyt. I use to randomly kick peoples doors, throw rocks thru car windows and shyt.
Like I use to get into it with security/bouncers on some fukk shyt but just literally my mind would go in a different place. I’m thankfully for my homies but its the reason they keep me at an arms reach
It really really bothers me deep down. Because knowing my nature and being a man of the household I don’t want my family feeling like they gotta walk on pins and needles. Main reason why my guns albeit one that my wife has stay at my uncles house.
Brehs anybody reading this. Its never too late to get help. Trust me. I’m on the road to betterment its a process but I swear to god its worth it.