My older brother

nikka left for a controlling fat bytch..
That was a bus down for the whole Post Office..
Rarely sees his children..
They’re well readjusted to a degree..
But I can tell they suffer(at least one)..
From anxiety..
But I overheard my oldest niece tell my daughter..
“Your lucky to have a dad like him”
They both don’t know I heard that..
shyt be fukking with me sometimes..
Even my ma dukes feels she has one son now..
nikka just be part timing it..
It’s one of the things I keep from everybody..
Being so damn dependable,,
Love my family but sometimes

Funny thing..
I was the black sheep, selfish, dikkhead..
When I was younger and he was the golden child..
Now it’s
now that they see me being responsible..
Damn near laughable


