OPette..
I am not gonna come at ya sideways...
I will give you credit that you recognized that getting back with ya ex wouldn't be in your best interest which is a good thing...
However, I do hope that you will consider all the available single & childless men out there for you to meet.
Women tend to have a bad habit of recycling nikkas which isn't a good look. Don't be another statistic and find someone who will be good for ya as well as good to ya without all the extra baggage...
Now, should you play on ya weakness and unblock ya ex and get back with him, then you need to accept any and all consequences that comes with that decision.
Also, if you do that and post your situation here, then you know that people here will show you NO mercy! You will get clowned, so keep that in mind..
Best of luck to ya!