*L*E*G*A*C*Y*
Done.
I've been feeling miserable for almost two weeks with a cold. It's gotten so bad to the point that I'm shivering and chattering my teeth, breaking in and out of cold sweats, forced to cover myself tons of blankets. I have a terible headache that's been causing me to not be able to sleep. This headache is so bad I've had to take an ice pack and use it as a pillow to help ease the pain of my head and neck throbbing in pain. Sore throat, and a clogged ingested nose. I feel so shytty I want to die.
I haven't been able to buy food (I've been training for my series 6 and 63 insurance license that I have to have by NYS law before I can legally start working so I can finally have some f*cking money coming in for once in my f*cking life it's taken over two months due to all of the material) because I haven't had any money so I haven't ate since Friday. I have no insurance o warrant any sort of hospital trip (other nothing reason why I've been studying hard and trying to start working sure so I can have benefits and insurance). I have had no money to buy medicine and literally my roommates have not helped me out at all. They've been out working or f*cking off with their girlfriends/boyfriends. I'm so mad because of this that I've been punching my bedpost out of anger. Forced to deal with a troubling cold all alone. Alone yet again. I'm seriously sick and tired of people and their bullsh!t *(sorry had to vent...LOL).
I feel like I got sick stressing myself over all of these heated ass race and political threads in the midsts of trying to study for my insurance license exam so I never have to worry about money again. (not to mention not having a regular schedule or income).
I just wanted to say if I don't make it out of this...thanks for everything. It was nice having someone to talk to when I have literally nobody.
PEACE.
I haven't been able to buy food (I've been training for my series 6 and 63 insurance license that I have to have by NYS law before I can legally start working so I can finally have some f*cking money coming in for once in my f*cking life it's taken over two months due to all of the material) because I haven't had any money so I haven't ate since Friday. I have no insurance o warrant any sort of hospital trip (other nothing reason why I've been studying hard and trying to start working sure so I can have benefits and insurance). I have had no money to buy medicine and literally my roommates have not helped me out at all. They've been out working or f*cking off with their girlfriends/boyfriends. I'm so mad because of this that I've been punching my bedpost out of anger. Forced to deal with a troubling cold all alone. Alone yet again. I'm seriously sick and tired of people and their bullsh!t *(sorry had to vent...LOL).
I feel like I got sick stressing myself over all of these heated ass race and political threads in the midsts of trying to study for my insurance license exam so I never have to worry about money again. (not to mention not having a regular schedule or income).
I just wanted to say if I don't make it out of this...thanks for everything. It was nice having someone to talk to when I have literally nobody.
PEACE.
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