NGL....I crashed out more than enough on this forum during this year alone, than other years. The tensions are high, the cacs are cacc'ing, and the agents are awoke. Hell, I actually put in a request to change my name to "Retired Koala" and the moment it pop off I was going to check out. Sadly, I'm still waiting and on the real there's no point of rolling out until the deadline of this site is completed.
Despite the nonsense recently, including the cosplaying colonizers running amok, I still treat this place like my second home. Maybe it's a getting old thing, or just the fact that the internet is not what it used to be. Everything is a hustle, a grift, or a argument. Not even a productive one, just straight up malice and hatred that's hard to manage.
It is what it is. I feel you OP, and on the real if one day I decide to not post...y'all know what it is. Quite frankly, I'm as tired as OP is because we can never have a fukking....we can't have any black forum without nonsense. It hurts since the days of Black Planet and even Allhiphop.
What can ya do...you either take the forum like a grain of salt, crash out, or just gimmick posting. Or another thing....logging off and experiencing life IRL. Something that these bots and cosplayers will never do.