I don't know what to do...I'm definitely not the sane person I used to be...I'm just an emotionless Shell... I don't think I can make it back mentally
.....im just angry all the time...like extremely angry.....all i do is dwell on negative shyt....ive dwelled on it so much i cant even trick myself into thinking positive ....im obsessed with achieving my goals....i feel like if dont i deserve death....my ambition is not even healthy...when i do make strides i dont even enjoy them...i just think about what i didnt do....I'm sorry, that's the worst. Being that awful version of yourself.
Well, do you know what used to make you happy?
.....im just angry all the time...like extremely angry.....all i do is dwell on negative shyt....ive dwelled on it so much i cant even trick myself into thinking positive ....im obsessed with achieving my goals....i feel like if dont i deserve death....my ambition is not even healthy...when i do make strides i dont even enjoy them...i just think about what i didnt do....
i hate the person ive become...i dont feel nothing for nobody, im turning into a monster man.....i think i need get professional help, i accept the fact that i maybe mentally unstable
being with my family make my happy, simple things made me happy, optimism use to make me happy.....

It may or may not work for you, but try volunteering and mentor some shorties. You might be able to find solace in keeping some kids on the straight and narrow and ease your mind. It is therapeutic to know you can shape someones future positively. Speaking from experience......im just angry all the time...like extremely angry.....all i do is dwell on negative shyt....ive dwelled on it so much i cant even trick myself into thinking positive ....im obsessed with achieving my goals....i feel like if dont i deserve death....my ambition is not even healthy...when i do make strides i dont even enjoy them...i just think about what i didnt do....
i hate the person ive become...i dont feel nothing for nobody, im turning into a monster man.....i think i need get professional help, i accept the fact that i maybe mentally unstable
being with my family make my happy, simple things made me happy, optimism use to make me happy.....
i been depressed since i was a kid but never said nothing about it ....scared of seeming soft or crazy to ppl that knew me....Have you ever struggled with depression before? Sometimes it just creeps up on you, and that's perfectly normal. It doesn't make you crazy, just a human being.
We all get like that sometimes. Maybe try seeing a therapist, or talking to and spending time with your family? Finding a hobby and getting excited about it? I hope you find a healthy way to work through it.![]()
its real, ive ppl lose their mind....its scary, the mind is fragileHad a homie go crazy not too long ago, he in a mental home now. Damn shame
First time i've saw it up close, dude just kept saying shyt that would be more outrageous by the day. Ran all his friends off, ran his fiance off. Just sadits real, ive ppl lose their mind....its scary, the mind is fragile