feel like I'm losing my sanity

Kenny West

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.....im just angry all the time...like extremely angry.....all i do is dwell on negative shyt....ive dwelled on it so much i cant even trick myself into thinking positive ....im obsessed with achieving my goals....i feel like if dont i deserve death....my ambition is not even healthy...when i do make strides i dont even enjoy them...i just think about what i didnt do....

i hate the person ive become...i dont feel nothing for nobody, im turning into a monster man.....i think i need get professional help, i accept the fact that i maybe mentally unstable


being with my family make my happy, simple things made me happy, optimism use to make me happy.....

fukk, I know that feel.

Sometimes it feels like I'm chasing my ambition while running on 80% spite. It works as motivation but some days it just feels wrong.

Anyway, I can't help you. Start working out
 
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Start exercising, eat foods that help creatine and find inspiration. Take a road trip, explore somewhere that you never been or just go out and enjoy your city.
Find something to draw inspiration from and you will be back in no time.

Most of it is just mental, trust. We all go through it, but we all must know that we all can overcome it.
 

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Oh here's an old quote

"The mind as in instrument of reason lacks nothing except what it imagines itself to lack. Consequently if it refuses to create trouble or impediments for itself it cannot be troubled or impeded."
 

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I think we can all agree the internet is no substitute for real life interaction

Sure, but what good comes from an interaction or interpersonal relationship based on negativity? Positivity is empowering.
 

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Talk to someone you love and trust about it and keep your mind off it by partaking in hobbies. It won't change overnight but it's a step in the right direction.
 

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Best thing you can do is talk to someone you can trust.


It doesn't matter who but it needs to be someone you can trust and who will be somewhat real with you. And like I quoted earlier take a break from this site or don't spend hours on it, especially The Locker Room. The rest of the site has some pretty decent info, the locker room is the most addictive and destructive section tho. There's are reason alot of the REAL vets rarely post in here and mostly lurk when they do log in.




Now that I think about it I haven't seen any thread posted on some positivity in a long time. If they are some they fall to the back pages quick. I bet right now, if you look at the threads on the 1st page half will be troll and "shock" threads, the other part race baiting or male vs female threads, and the other 25 percent has something to do with sex.

As someone who is depressed you don't need to take that in man. Get out exercise or stay active and just talk to people.


Hope you snap back mang:salute:
 

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nikka just bounced back from a close one :wow: If y'all only knew...I feel u OP. Stay strong and keep telling yourself your trippin...You didn't always think/feel that way. That's the best advice I can give.
 
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