Kenny West
Veteran
.....im just angry all the time...like extremely angry.....all i do is dwell on negative shyt....ive dwelled on it so much i cant even trick myself into thinking positive ....im obsessed with achieving my goals....i feel like if dont i deserve death....my ambition is not even healthy...when i do make strides i dont even enjoy them...i just think about what i didnt do....
i hate the person ive become...i dont feel nothing for nobody, im turning into a monster man.....i think i need get professional help, i accept the fact that i maybe mentally unstable
being with my family make my happy, simple things made me happy, optimism use to make me happy.....
fukk, I know that feel.
Sometimes it feels like I'm chasing my ambition while running on 80% spite. It works as motivation but some days it just feels wrong.
Anyway, I can't help you. Start working out


If y'all only knew...I feel u OP. Stay strong and keep telling yourself your trippin...You didn't always think/feel that way. That's the best advice I can give.