feel like I'm losing my sanity

[Ninjaz In Paris]

.....im just angry all the time...like extremely angry.....all i do is dwell on negative shyt....ive dwelled on it so much i cant even trick myself into thinking positive ....im obsessed with achieving my goals....i feel like if dont i deserve death....my ambition is not even healthy...when i do make strides i dont even enjoy them...i just think about what i didnt do....

i hate the person ive become...i dont feel nothing for nobody, im turning into a monster man.....i think i need get professional help, i accept the fact that i maybe mentally unstable


being with my family make my happy, simple things made me happy, optimism use to make me happy.....

it sounds like you're unfulfilled... & also just the mention of you feeling happy around family shows me maybe you're not a selfish person? maybe the reason you're not happy is because you don't CARE about being happy? have you ever thought about that?

what im saying is, it seems like you have poor ideals & that's leading to you being so negative. I think if you switched your ideals & started also focusing on your positive talents & abilities & use those to MAKE OTHER PEOPLE HAPPY then you might become happy, if that makes sense...

idk i've just seen some really depressed people turn it around when they started doing things to make other people happy & that in turn made them feel good & return to happiness...

 

[360dagod]

I don't know what to do...I'm definitely not the sane person I used to be...I'm just an emotionless Shell... I don't think I can make it back mentally

What negative people you have around you??

Do you drink a lot of water?