I never thought I'd be satisfied to be honest. I think the shyt really hit me when I was in prison for 4 years. Especially in solitary, where I could just be alone with my thoughts and magazines

For real, I used to STRESS the fact that it'd be 4 years til I got some again (no homo shyt, u fukk nikkas) and I'd literally sometimes zone out and daydream, try to write down/count the number of bytches I smashed or got the dome from. When I finally got to the number, I was like

and this was me literally having to go back in my mind like "
ok......who did I smash THIS year.............iight.......the following year.........holup, nah Mika was in '06....." like legit trying to get a concrete number...when I saw my number (or what is close to it), that shyt got me through the years....
on some

"
Yeah....I ate good as fukk....I can't even be mad breh. The p*ssy still gonna be there. Them other nikkas need a head start, let em have it for now..." That shyt made my time go by so much easier. Just knowing I had that many memories I could

to.
I came home and smutted myself out, nobody bytch was safe. As much as I should've focused on work straight out the gate, I went crazy with all this social media and had one last HELL of a run. I was infiltrating CIRCLES of hoes who ain't NEVER liked me...and breakin em down one by one. Til they ended up pillow talkin about eachother and beefin, shyt was

Nowadays, I don't even take pride in that shyt no more. Ate off POF, ate off Fb, everything in between. For real, juggling mad bytches is a huge waste of time once you sit back and contemplate like.....all this........for a nut?
Half of em gonna end up hating you, moving on, getting wifed, or still being smuts, while you subconsciously look down on them cuz they content with just fukking. shyt ain't even fun no more...I think the lead-up to actually smashing be the feeling nikkas really be chasin. Cuz a nut is a nut. I'ma forever get p*ssy and love women of all flavors, but if I died today, I'm happy how my life turned out 
Damn....damn...nikka......you ugly as fukk.
I'ma keep it 100...That to me, be the worst kind of sex. Especially when the ex p*ssy was

and you either had to dead her or got deaded...Every bytch afterwards who walls ain't up to par, regardless of looks, you jus swimmin in the p*ssy like


It's not the same, breh