Finally went get help

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:hug:thank you for finally checking in!



Aye umm…. I reported you to the mods out of desperation.
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yeah my bad ,
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I ain’t no what else to do
 
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I finally went get counseling plus went home to the N.O. last week I was in a bad place where I tried to commit suicide:mjcry:
Diagnosed with PTSD, depression, severe anxiety, paranoia among other shyt. The hardest part was talking with my kids about it. My oldest days she remembers me having gun to my head when she was like 4/5 but didn't understand what it meant at the time. I put a big burden on my kids because I rely on them to keep me together(basically because they the only ones I trust) I told my wife and she said she knew something was off but now she knows how to deal with me. From growing up and my stepdad beating me and my mom to shootouts, working psych ward prisons for 5 years I carried allot with me. To @Pseudonym thank you for checking on me I owe you rep for years, to my #POWDA family, fellow saint's/pels/lsu fans,#eatabootygang,#footclan I apologize. @Lady.Libra. I'm gone be better coliwife .

wishing the best for you and your family brother keep them close
 

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im glad you got help bro i really wish more people had the confidence or strength to take that step. its major you did and your desire to do this to be their for your kids and work through all that is commendable for sure. dont let anyone tell you otherwise bro.
 

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Eyes open, ears open, mind open.
Adjust filters for the unnecessary.
Seek happiness and balance, the sad things will come without your helping them along.



Peace and blessings.
 

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I finally went get counseling plus went home to the N.O. last week I was in a bad place where I tried to commit suicide:mjcry:
Diagnosed with PTSD, depression, severe anxiety, paranoia among other shyt. The hardest part was talking with my kids about it. My oldest days she remembers me having gun to my head when she was like 4/5 but didn't understand what it meant at the time. I put a big burden on my kids because I rely on them to keep me together(basically because they the only ones I trust) I told my wife and she said she knew something was off but now she knows how to deal with me. From growing up and my stepdad beating me and my mom to shootouts, working psych ward prisons for 5 years I carried allot with me. To @Pseudonym thank you for checking on me I owe you rep for years, to my #POWDA family, fellow saint's/pels/lsu fans,#eatabootygang,#footclan I apologize. @Lady.Libra. I'm gone be better coliwife .

:wow:
 
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