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I finally went get counseling plus went home to the N.O. last week I was in a bad place where I tried to commit suicide:mjcry:
Diagnosed with PTSD, depression, severe anxiety, paranoia among other shyt. The hardest part was talking with my kids about it. My oldest days she remembers me having gun to my head when she was like 4/5 but didn't understand what it meant at the time. I put a big burden on my kids because I rely on them to keep me together(basically because they the only ones I trust) I told my wife and she said she knew something was off but now she knows how to deal with me. From growing up and my stepdad beating me and my mom to shootouts, working psych ward prisons for 5 years I carried allot with me. To @Pseudonym thank you for checking on me I owe you rep for years, to my #POWDA family, fellow saint's/pels/lsu fans,#eatabootygang,#footclan I apologize. @Lady.Libra. I'm gone be better coliwife .

we all got some shyt with with us. Salute to you for decided to stop dealing with it alone and accept help
 

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I'm too focused on routine:manny:
I believe in a set schedule to keep peace plus idle hands, you know the rest:snoop:

Plus my paranoia is terrible, I wake up at the slightest noise in the house
meditation is helping
thank y'all
 

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I'm upset with myself because I failed my lpn classes,I couldn't focus worth a damn. Explained to my instructors and they letting me retake starting next month. I'll be a LPN by my birthday next year in August
 

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Beautiful, glad you’re in a good space. Always good news to know a fellow King come off the ledge and doing better especially when ya have kids :wow:
 

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I finally went get counseling plus went home to the N.O. last week I was in a bad place where I tried to commit suicide:mjcry:
Diagnosed with PTSD, depression, severe anxiety, paranoia among other shyt. The hardest part was talking with my kids about it. My oldest days she remembers me having gun to my head when she was like 4/5 but didn't understand what it meant at the time. I put a big burden on my kids because I rely on them to keep me together(basically because they the only ones I trust) I told my wife and she said she knew something was off but now she knows how to deal with me. From growing up and my stepdad beating me and my mom to shootouts, working psych ward prisons for 5 years I carried allot with me. To @Pseudonym thank you for checking on me I owe you rep for years, to my #POWDA family, fellow saint's/pels/lsu fans,#eatabootygang,#footclan I apologize. @Lady.Libra. I'm gone be better coliwife .

If you ever need anything bro hmu.
Its deeper than the POWDA with us
 
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