I'm the type of person that have really high HIGHS and real low LOWS...right now is the low point. The demons are coming back knocking, as I sit slumped over in this overrated ass office.
Thinking of ways to get paid. I'm thinking, why do some people get opportunities and make money so easily and some people have to struggle to make it even when they work hard?
Whats the secret, what I'am doing wrong? I don't get it. is it luck? do i have to be a free mason? join the Illuminati? drink blood out of a golden chicle and behind over to get fukked in my ass?
Are people with money just born into wealth and get all the perks due to str8 luck?
I don't get it. Its like if you was born poor, black, from a family with a history of poverty in a poor environment...you're fukked unless you do some transcended elite shyt like be a great ball player or make a hit record.
I look at these goofy crackers that are happy, naive to the pain of the world. They live in their own comfortable bubble. Then I take the train home and have to see my own people begging for change and singing and dancing for a buck. these kids barely work hard...but yet they have the best of everything. I grind HARD and barely make it. Yeah I know about white supremacy and them stealing resources but still...should it be that hard to make money consistently?
Its fukked up. When you're black u have very few options. Our elders didn't help by not building. Its nothing more heartbreaking then hearing 100 "Nos" when trying to get a opportunity and then having to build from starch with a min wage job.
What are our options? min wage? escort? trap? rob? so we have to sell our souls to survive? disheartening
I feel like j cole song rich nikkaz ...
Thinking of ways to get paid. I'm thinking, why do some people get opportunities and make money so easily and some people have to struggle to make it even when they work hard?
Whats the secret, what I'am doing wrong? I don't get it. is it luck? do i have to be a free mason? join the Illuminati? drink blood out of a golden chicle and behind over to get fukked in my ass?
Are people with money just born into wealth and get all the perks due to str8 luck?
I don't get it. Its like if you was born poor, black, from a family with a history of poverty in a poor environment...you're fukked unless you do some transcended elite shyt like be a great ball player or make a hit record.
I look at these goofy crackers that are happy, naive to the pain of the world. They live in their own comfortable bubble. Then I take the train home and have to see my own people begging for change and singing and dancing for a buck. these kids barely work hard...but yet they have the best of everything. I grind HARD and barely make it. Yeah I know about white supremacy and them stealing resources but still...should it be that hard to make money consistently?
Its fukked up. When you're black u have very few options. Our elders didn't help by not building. Its nothing more heartbreaking then hearing 100 "Nos" when trying to get a opportunity and then having to build from starch with a min wage job.
What are our options? min wage? escort? trap? rob? so we have to sell our souls to survive? disheartening
I feel like j cole song rich nikkaz ...