Take it from somebody who rides the highs and lows like a rollercoaster. Ride that high to opportunity. When my high comes I ride it with laser focus. Just so happened it occurred with a good opportunity careerwise. I recognized it and used my talents to benefit from it all. Thing is I realize in hindsight it's not making it that creates the happiness it's process you took to get there...
I think that's why successful people don't just say "I'm successful" and give up. They keep grinding. Same reason why a big time dealer always goes down even tho they had enough to quit 10 times over. You get addicted to the hustle, the flip, the process. Problem with you breh is you searching for the finish line instead of the race..