I can't really explain it, but reading tis made me sad.
...like a man that has given up and resigned to the fact that he's a loser and cant be anything else in life other than that..
fact is though...some people are losers..thats all they'll ever be. We can tell everyone that they can be great all we want, fact is that isnt true...its about accepting your destiny and not stressing yourself about not being what you were never destined to be from the get go.
Why would someone with average intelligence be depressed about not being a doctor?? you simply dont have what it takes.accept it and move on.
This is just a case of a man taking a harsh look at his reality and making peace with it.