never thought the goon thread would get that big. we are international (with 2 African members), strong and resilient
eye still remeber that chread in its e-infancy,a brick cold ass (un) holy day season where i twas in extreme physical pain,depression,and worry over my mama being sick,this is all coming after a year where i literally lost 15 people that were either familia,friends,mentors,neighbors,and acquaintances..and to top it off we too broke to celebrate X Mass,which i could truly care less about,its the unity&warmth that my biological famila lacks,and my sister&mom's side of the familia got plenty of money,safety,and good cheer they could potentially have for my sick mom,but her own daughter and sister won't een truly call her,truly cold heartless beings..
i truly lived out the bar,
"no heat,i wonder why Christmas missed us.." as spit by the late great Christopher Wallace
i truly got luh for mostly eveyone who posted in the chread,but the original clique twas
@SoulController @Nigmund Freud moi,
@Monoblock @Pinyapplesuckas and
@Morose Polymath,there is one other cat i feel like i'm missin,so please forgive me if this the case..
anyhow,i remember my ahk Nigmund twas checkin in on the god and we were buildin&laughing about shyt as per usual(little shytlike that goes a looong way with moi,and whilst this twas going down the Hus Kingpin Waves R Us literally freshly dropped,so Nigmund dl's and passes it on to me,then my ahk Mono mentioned he wanted it,so i sent it,i think a day or two before i casually mentioned there twas an album i wanted to peep,not hella bad,i twas already pleased that the Wave Lord dropped being he's one of my favorite contemporary emcee's&definitely one of the best spitting right now(i think Rozewood is the best pure spitter in The Winners,plus i relate to his brooding ethereal nature,but that's splitting hairs)
then,out of the blue Mono sent me the one i mentioned,and an e-care package of a bunch of lyrical spiritual goon shyt that we're all fans of that he wanted my opinion on,again,these small acts of kindness and attention(pawwwse) mean the whirld to me..
so yesterday Mono wanted to peep that Michael Angelo EP& i returned the favor and sent him that and a bunch of shyt i'd been feelin lately,that Gasol Sauce collab joint,the Codenine&Paranom Million Dollar Minks joint,the new Benny of course,that IconCurties compilation,and the last 3 Dump Gawd projects...
it truly felt grand to return the favor&pay it forward...

as much as i paint a harrowing story i'm still truly blessed,all my closest people's aren't friends to me,i don't do friends,they're familia to me,if they're not that they're acquaintances,simple as that,i don't do petty beefs or enemies,my only enemies are Shaytun,the Illuminazi's&their stoolies,and the man in the mirror,but with depression quite often een with caring folks i just can't do shyt in physical 3-D life&risk depressing people or being ignored..
so,i say all that to say this,sometimes WE ALL WE GOT(by that i mean the all the folks i tagged in this chread,as well as my cuttys
@IronFist and
@Poitier )
