First of all, im not a big drinker, but I was at this lil party and I had a lil something. I was good the whole night before I took this shot right before I was about to knock out. I wasn't think about sex, because the only chick I wanted to really fukk was chilling with this bi chick, im guessing they both are because they were making out.
Anyway the for sure bi chick was jockin the girl I wanted, trying to get her to go to bed with her, so I figured I can't even compete with that, I'll take my L an lay down alone.
Before ya'll even mention it, the Bi chick wasnt feeling me at all, so a 3-way wasnt an option, and I didnt want to be that nikka who acts like a lil bytch trying to get a girl away from someone when it's obvious she isnt feeling him(I hate when a nikka tries it with me, shyt is sad). she didnt really show me much attention the whole night, but I seen her at a party before, and we hit it off but I kind of did with everybody that night, but she had to leave early, and once she left everybody was talking about her in stalking ass ways. So for me, im not a stalker types of nikka, so I just kind of ignored her, her I didnt want to be grouped in with the stalkers. cuz she had friends there still.Anywho, I grabbed my L and snuggled up in the corner, I look up and she is like 5 feet from me with the other chick, and Im like
in my head thinking about the 3-way, she turns and we make eye contact I smile, and she leaves the girl doesnt even say anything to her, and comes and sits next to me, and ask do I need a blanket. I look like 
yeah lets go up stairs to look for one. we go up stairs find one and head back down I let her lay down and I put the blanket on us. so nobody can come and talk to her, trying hide her from the other girl 
.So yeah I kiss her and make my way down to her t*ts.
Pierced nipples 
shyts was 
So I grab her ass, put my hand in her pants to feel the ass to hand softness, and she stops me 
She then whispers into my ear, wait until everybody is sleep
So we start on the titty meats, and im like I dont hear shyt everybody is sleep, I turn around and there is somebody on the couch about 2-3 feet away, facing us, and I'm too fukked up I cant even see the face of the person and if they are sleep, so im like fukk it they sleep, she like naw wait, about 30 min later of play I say shyt they sleep, so I slip it in and start to fukk her.
Im to fukked up to notice that I got like a 5% hard on, and she is like be quite, cuz I think im doing something
wearing her out, but I went to stroke to far back(not even far at all 
), and i fell out, I go to stick it back in, and I cant, and it hits me that my shyt is not hard. My dikk is like 
you though you were having sex tonight. 
This shyt has never happened to me before, and it hits me. I just turned 26
maybe im getting old. I freak out in my head, but baby starts to jerk me off I get to like 15% hardness, and im like fukk it, once I get in its going to get where it needs after a few pumps. NO GO
so I get out, and go get some water and throw some on my face, when I get back she is back to the wait until everybody is sleep, so she is jerking me off and im playing with her, like 45 min goes on like this and in my mind im really thinking about just eating her out and hoping I can get hard like that. She cute and shyt, but I dont know her like at all 
thats only for wifey. The whole time I just want to say sorry and go to sleep. shyt was like a nightmare where you have all the money in the world, but all of the stores are closed. anyway I get to like 65% so im like F it before it goes, I flip her and we go doggy style, ass out for anybody to see, im like F it, I hope somebody is recording it, I give her about 7 pumps, and I can feel my shyt getting to 75% when I start to reach an end on how far I could go. Im feeling 
right now, because in my mind if I wear this out, I can line up a 3-way later. I get to 77% and she turns around and gives me that look 
It's happening my nikkas
. All this happens in like 45 seconds, and out of nowhere the chick in front of us moves and makes a noise, so she drops and my dikk is in her so I go down too and pull the blanket on us.
30 sec later I go back in her, and im at 45% fukkin her like 
im my head tho im like
at my dikk like what is he thinking I start to get mad, about 30 min go by and I hit her with my leg is getting a rug burn, we put out bottoms on and cuddle up. I've given out some wack D in my time, but never like that 
I dont think I can go through that again, im guessing it was the alcohol, but I think my age is playing a factor too. I dont work out at all, and havent in years. could being in better shape prevent this, or should I just give up drinking forever?
Im really scared as shyt, sorry for the coli's longest post, but it's late, and I guess my brain cant compress this story any better.
To anybody who read it all, I started to to check for typos, but I gave up because it was too long.
I dont know what ive been thinking.