"I feel soooooo stuck, confined, isolated and just downright miserable! I HATE this mom life the SAHM life I truly hate it!!!! I never wanted a kid I know it's my fault for not being careful but there's nothin I can do about it now. I have zero support!!!!! Everyday I wake up to toddler hell! It's a nightmare! That cute sweet innocent baby turns to a hellish demanding picky demon by age three so if you got baby fever, toddlerhood should be your remedy! Toddlers are horrible. My toddler is demanding, disrespectful and downright exhausting! Sometimes I hide from her in the bathroom but not for long because she come bursting in demanding me of everything! She's always asking for food, juice, if you say just a minute it's never good enough she flies into a fukkin rage its World War III taking her outside of the house is an equal nightmare. Most days we don't go anywhere. She ALWAYS throws a huge tantrum at the store if we don't give in and get her candy or whatever the fukk else she wants. Taking her to church is another nope cuz she is either crying and screaming or hitting me or running up and down aisles. Taking her to relatives house is a no too because my relatives have actually asked me to leave because of how "annoying" (their words) my daughter is. Everywhere we go she throws a tantrum. I usually never even leave the house unless I have to. I never have a baby sitter my family is not supportive at all and said I shouldn't have gotten pregnant and then husband is constantly working and when he is here, doesn't help worth a damn cuz his eyes are glued in video games. I am at my wits end! I am 28 years old I have a college degree but instead I'm here at home watching blippi for the thousandth time and if i even dare change it my life will enter a war zone. I am miserable. I regret meeting my husband I regret having this crazy ass kid and I regret not pursuing my career and becoming a SAHM. I feel hopeless, useless, and depressed asf. I've thought about suicide so much as I feel like it's my only way out. I truly am being terrorized by this toddler. She seriously is crippling my life. It hurts I cannot even stand my own kid and barely can't stand my husband either!!!!"