I was a like that when I was younger
I just got burned out working two jobs and trying to keep shyt afloat
Met a girl I was head over heels for and just started fukking up and quitting jobs once she moved in with me
I don’t know what time I was on can’t even lie
It was a mixture of a lot of things
Plus I was in this relationship but mad depressed too
Eventually she left me and I don’t blame her
It got me out of the funk I was in figuratively and literally
Always say if she met me now
Maybe shyt would’ve worked out
But sometimes a nikka going through something but can’t say it out loud
So they sabotage shyt or retreat