Going days without having food in the house, and when the food stamps finally came in it was like a celebration.
Having to sleep on a mattress because you had no bed.
Driving around in a dust bucket car that had the entire top burnt from rust. Literally the entire top was brown and rusty. My mom wouldn't even drop me off in front of the school, she would drop me off a few blocks away because it was so embarrassing.
I remember one day we ran out of soap and my mom had no money so I had to use shampoo as soap.
Leaving church we had to stay in the car for like 20 minutes to cool down because it had no AC and we lived in Florida so it was hot as shyt in there.
Moving to a new house every year because my mother had no sort of stable job or income besides child support.
I remember chilling at my friends playing games one day after a stressful week of midterms, then my mom called me and told me we got a evicted.
Wearing beat up clothes and sneakers.
The worst part about it all is that it didn't have to be like this. It didn't have to be like this at all.

I fortunately managed to get out of that toxic situation though my brother and sister are still living that life. It's a damn shame too, I'll never let my child experience that.
