Hardest L you ever had to swallow?

richaveli83

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Realizing that I'm going to die and disappear just like the dinosaurs and everyone who has ever existed before me

basically being born is the biggest L anyone could take no matter how great ur life is

cause u know its going to end

and knowing that alone is an L
Why don't you just end it all then breh?! :gucci:
 
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Cause I'm poosay breh, that takes heart
You're focused on the end of the book instead of enjoying the story. I get what you're saying though. Life ranges from being extremely fortunate to your life being an embodiment of absolute pain, misery, and suffering and you and I know there are ALOT more people on the latter end than in between and the former than people would like to admit.

There are literally children out there whose entire life has been starving and eventually starving to death. HIV and AIDS at birth. Kids with cancer or getting raped off at very early ages. Depressing as fukk but this is the world we live in.

Things happen as cause and effect with no true meaning behind it. Anything can happen to anyone at anytime. You can do everything right and end up in a place where it seems like you did everything wrong. I get it.

I used to be in your space but I realized if it's all going to end I might as well enjoy it no matter how minuscule that enjoyment may be. Me realizing it will end does nothing for me.
 

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After breaking up with my BM i got into a relationship with a woman from work.Was supposed to be a smash and dash but it turned into a rebound affair.Fast forward 6 months later and we find out we are perfect for each other,we score 9/10 on everything but i'm still messed up from my previous relationship, guilt issues from leaving my kids,anger and resentment toward my BM that knows how to push my buttons.All the while my new woman has my back,treats me like a king, is a dime,fukks the shyt outta me,is down with bytches in the bedroom after she vets them, likes to travel(we went on vacation almost every three months) and not least my family LOVES her,she is amazing.Meanwhile i am letting the breakup fukk up our relationship,i take my anger out on her when my BM pisses me off and i end up fukking one of my old jumpoffs(freaky blasian chick).Even after me fukking up,she still wants to be with me..I keep her at arms length due to my unsolved issues from my previous relationship and by the time i seek help for my mental issues..she's had enough..we break up as friends and in the back of both our minds we kinda know we'll get back together..4 months later she calls me and tells me she is pregnant by her new dude,the pregnancy was a mistake, dude is a retard and lives with his sister at 32 yrs of age,never had his own crib and cant keep a decent income going,her and dude break up not even a month after that and now i'm fukked up..She was supposed to have my baby.After that we talked about the possibility of gettin back together but the prospect of raising that fucboi's kid as my own won't let me..i was raised different.Still whenever we see each other(we still keep in touch) we know this was not how things were supposed to have gone between us..still haunts me to know i had the perfect woman(for me) and i fukked it up..
 
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Probably when I got scammed out of £300 on some fake tickets. Invited a few of my mans to the event too, that's what made it doubly embarrassing

I smelt a lot of red flags so I made sure I only paid for the tickets - otherwise the brew was trying to get my boys to pay too.

Tried to hunt him down as he was an old housemate but think he went back to Africa, but I couldn't find him and still can. But laws knows I want to get my mitts on him:wow:
 
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nikka what combination of drugs were u on? I don't care if a bytch has that Dyson Cyclone V10 vacuum throat with a stamp of approval from a prime Jada Fire. No head is worth that, lol. Nah fam, you need to elaborate

tag the jamaican coalition.:lolbron:

Lol in Jamaican dollars not US dollars

Canadian dollars.

she topped me off in the car as usual but this night i had 4500 in the middle console. she stole it after we nodded off

erugh, this girls head was amazing, like she could almost make me nut from just her mouth amazing :noah:

and it was just so sensual, so cot'damn sensual, everything about her felt amazing :wow:

these fit light skin demons man :to:
 

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After breaking up with my BM i got into a relationship with a woman from work.Was supposed to be a smash and dash but it turned into a rebound affair.Fast forward 6 months later and we find out we are perfect for each other,we score 9/10 on everything but i'm still messed up from my previous relationship, guilt issues from leaving my kids,anger and resentment toward my BM that knows how to push my buttons.All the while my new woman has my back,treats me like a king, is a dime,fukks the shyt outta me,is down with bytches in the bedroom after she vets them, likes to travel(we went on vacation almost every three months) and not least my family LOVES her,she is amazing.Meanwhile i am letting the breakup fukk up our relationship,i take my anger out on her when my BM pisses me off and i end up fukking one of my old jumpoffs(freaky blasian chick).Even after me fukking up,she still wants to be with me..I keep her at arms length due to my unsolved issues from my previous relationship and by the time i seek help for my mental issues..she's had enough..we break up as friends and in the back of both our minds we kinda know we'll get back together..4 months later she calls me and tells me she is pregnant by her new dude,the pregnancy was a mistake, dude is a retard and lives with his sister at 32 yrs of age,never had his own crib and cant keep a decent income going,her and dude break up not even a month after that and now i'm fukked up..She was supposed to have my baby.After that we talked about the possibility of gettin back together but the prospect of raising that fucboi's kid as my own won't let me..i was raised different.Still whenever we see each other(we still keep in touch) we know this was not how things were supposed to have gone between us..still haunts me to know i had the perfect woman(for me) and i fukked it up..
Nobody’s perfect. Things happen for a reason. You having hang ups from your previous relationship shows you’re a pretty decent guy. I know guys who would leave their ex and don’t give a shyt what condition she is in
 

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Canadian dollars.

she topped me off in the car as usual but this night i had 4500 in the middle console. she stole it after we nodded off

erugh, this girls head was amazing, like she could almost make me nut from just her mouth amazing :noah:

and it was just so sensual, so cot'damn sensual, everything about her felt amazing :wow:

these fit light skin demons man :to:
:mindblown:
 

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After breaking up with my BM i got into a relationship with a woman from work.Was supposed to be a smash and dash but it turned into a rebound affair.Fast forward 6 months later and we find out we are perfect for each other,we score 9/10 on everything but i'm still messed up from my previous relationship, guilt issues from leaving my kids,anger and resentment toward my BM that knows how to push my buttons.All the while my new woman has my back,treats me like a king, is a dime,fukks the shyt outta me,is down with bytches in the bedroom after she vets them, likes to travel(we went on vacation almost every three months) and not least my family LOVES her,she is amazing.Meanwhile i am letting the breakup fukk up our relationship,i take my anger out on her when my BM pisses me off and i end up fukking one of my old jumpoffs(freaky blasian chick).Even after me fukking up,she still wants to be with me..I keep her at arms length due to my unsolved issues from my previous relationship and by the time i seek help for my mental issues..she's had enough..we break up as friends and in the back of both our minds we kinda know we'll get back together..4 months later she calls me and tells me she is pregnant by her new dude,the pregnancy was a mistake, dude is a retard and lives with his sister at 32 yrs of age,never had his own crib and cant keep a decent income going,her and dude break up not even a month after that and now i'm fukked up..She was supposed to have my baby.After that we talked about the possibility of gettin back together but the prospect of raising that fucboi's kid as my own won't let me..i was raised different.Still whenever we see each other(we still keep in touch) we know this was not how things were supposed to have gone between us..still haunts me to know i had the perfect woman(for me) and i fukked it up..

I saw a breh on Twitter once say that life/God has a funny way of putting the right woman in a breh's life when he is the least amount of ready for it.

And then you post this :wow:
 

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I've been scammed out of some bread a few times and have also made some seriously poor money managing decisions, but nothing ridiculous. I've never been involved with a girl to the extent where feelings got heavily in the way and led to some real issues.

Something tells me my biggest L is yet to come.

:hhh:
 
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