There’s a poster, I think he may be bushed, that almost went through with it, but after taking the pills, he went to the hospital. No, I’m not going to say who, but if he wants to share, he might be able to answer some questions.
Me, personally, for most of my life I’ve always thought about killing myself. It was normal for me to think about dying all day. I thought it was just the way things were. I thought life was just shytty and horrible.
Then, I got on the right meds (which took a very long time to figure out), and it’s like night and day. I no longer think about suicide all day. Every once in a while it will enter my thoughts, but it’s for a very short time.
After I got on these right meds and remained stable for a while, I looked back at my previous experiences and couldn’t believe I lived like that for so long. I had no idea what “normal” felt like. Living in deep depression and anxiety is not normal. You don’t have to live that way. It might take a while to find meds that work for you (it took me years, plural), but it can change your life considerably