MESS @ PANTHRO
But yeah, that's the problem I'm having now. He's good for dirty talk and then actually talking as if we were friends but I'm not attracted to him like that anymore and I don't wanna hurt his feelings. I'm scared I'm gonna try my hardest to push it back into my mind and then we'll be in bed not doing anything bc he makes me dry up like the desert![]()
be straight & upfront and don't make it seem like you're giving him hope for the future when you cut him off cause that'd be fukked up.a few times
as an artist that looks at people and their nude bodies a lot, I feel like, while peoples appearance varies a lot, people all pretty much have the same structure. I'm past the point where someones eyes being a few mm too close or them having bad skin invalidates them from my affection, especially if I like who they are on the inside

That's the mottoYeah I do have lax morals. What's it the kids say these days? You only live once.![]()
on the internet, it normally goes in the opposite direction
This is actually pretty interesting. I don't believe I've ever heard someone say this before.
describe his appearanceyes i wanna hear more stories! quick spinoff: i fell hard for somebody i thought was attractivebut all of my friends clown me bc apparently he's butt ugly to everyone else
my eyes be beholding man, idc

tall, um idk how to really describe his build because he was muscular (those arms...those fukking armsdescribe his appearance![]()
) but somehow someway he had a huge gut. 
I agree, no one is perfect. All these maked up IG "models" perpetuate the narrative that the standard of beauty looks like one thing too.on the internet, it normally goes in the opposite direction
you know, looking at polished pngs all day so much, to the point where you feel like that's the standard or that's what you deserve
pretty people are great, but being ugly doesn't make you less worthy of companionship imo
a few times
as an artist that looks at people and their nude bodies a lot, I feel like, while peoples appearance varies a lot, people all pretty much have the same structure. I'm past the point where someones eyes being a few mm too close or them having bad skin invalidates them from my affection, especially if I like who they are on the inside
it's just difficult bc we were flirting heavy so i can't really just "friend zone" him out of nowhere, know what i mean? like i was basically super into him before we skyped.
Just make yourself too busy to really talk then, like space out responses and in a week or so you can be moon monster free. This always works for me when I'm uninterested.
Just tell him the truthon the internet, it normally goes in the opposite direction
you know, looking at polished pngs all day so much, to the point where you feel like that's the standard or that's what you deserve
pretty people are great, but being ugly doesn't make you less worthy of companionship imo
