Man i hate seeing brehs on this incel loser shyt regarding women. Leave that shyt to the weirdo pig skins. 
You need to fix yourself mentally first. Meditate, get on your purpose, work out, stop beating off. Rest will follow i promise. Right now you in no position to even be thinking about women (current events and mental makeup).

You need to fix yourself mentally first. Meditate, get on your purpose, work out, stop beating off. Rest will follow i promise. Right now you in no position to even be thinking about women (current events and mental makeup).
