I went in 2010
When it was really hard to get jobs in my home state
Applied on careerbuilder and got called to a building downtown
Got the job after a really easy interview
It really affected me mentally because
A lot of ppl thought I was weird because I was quiet when it was a lot of weird nikkas there
Two white dudes got really out of pocket with me
One physically and the other said some slick shyt verbally
One of Em was my roommate and he hated me cuz I stole his phone charger...but I thought he stole mine and I was just stealing it back
But yea mostly it’s like you’re trapped in this little town
I hated most of the ppl there...I was cool with only a few
I started crying in the bathroom when a nikka I only semi liked went home
shyt kind of cemented to me that you need a sense of self and what you want put up with
And to not care if u cool with nikkas and to nip it in the bud early
One night before the captains inspection we was up 24 hrs straight
Lot of ugly bytches...only a few good looking ones
I rarely ate out and that’s how I moved to another state...by accident
I couldn’t take it no more and left a week with my own money when they would have paid for it
I knew another nikka that just stopped working and was chilling on the ship until we got back to port
I pretended to be sick one time so I could get quarantined in my room and get a day off...we worked 7 days a week
My roommate was like are you really sick I won’t tell...I was like yup
Cuz I know nikkas snitch