im 100% sure suicide would never be an option for me. id rather take someone else out first 
boxing doesnt work anymore. its only a temporary fix. even after a win i get a natural high for like 1 night and then its back to the real world.
i tried that whole kum ba ya/lets be friends by the fire shyt. it didnt work either
now im thinking this iboga might kill me. and it will look fukked up if i was the first westerner to die taking iboga at home. id pretty much get it illegal in the uk because of my actions.
fun fact: majority of guns in the uk are replicas that have been drilled so they actually work.

boxing doesnt work anymore. its only a temporary fix. even after a win i get a natural high for like 1 night and then its back to the real world.

i tried that whole kum ba ya/lets be friends by the fire shyt. it didnt work either

now im thinking this iboga might kill me. and it will look fukked up if i was the first westerner to die taking iboga at home. id pretty much get it illegal in the uk because of my actions.
fun fact: majority of guns in the uk are replicas that have been drilled so they actually work.


