Dam crazy
cheating is scumbag shyt and can really fukk with you, especially if the person is gaslighting you. we went to lunch one day, i had a gut feeling he was still talking to her, i brought it up, he told me i was crazy, being insecure, emotional, gave me the silent treatment, didn’t talk to me the rest of the day or talked to me until i apologized..
2 months later i found out that just the day before that argument took place, he was fukking her in a hotel while i was at work. what hurt the most was that, the day he did that, i woke up 3:30 am to bring him to work, bought him groceries, brought him lunch on my way into work, when i was going in, he was getting out of work.. when he got out, he went to meet up with her

that’s just one story. i’m pretty fukked up over it.