THE LEGEND OF THE BURNING BOOK
i was twenty one, and in heavy club mode at this time.
i used to club seven days a week, easy.
from 19-26 years old, at this particular time.
yet, i remember all the details to this shyt.
as it was the formative period where you learn from all the bullshyt.
PLUS, if you don't.
you are destined to be a goof lame simp that keeps repeating the harsh lessons.
so, anyway,....
my younger homie at the time was like.
we going to this ghetto house party on state street.
i know you don't fukk with that house shyt, but it will be as live as the blackstone motel dj sluggo party in the summer.
i'm like okay bet...
envisioning the nekkid titties, fukk'n on the dance floor goodness.
of the sweatbox atmosphere of the dj sluggo blackstone motel parties in my flashback.
which were the coming of age grown version of dj sluggo's ymca parties.
that i was to old and a bboy to indulge in previously.
this little party, was in the little pavillion down town on state.
in the same little area the micky d's is at on state across from footlocker.
now, i am a bboy and this is the nineties.
the winter of 1997, to be perfectly exact.
so, this is far and away from my sweetspot kick'n it.
yet, every now and then at this time.
as bboys we always had a bit of an excursion at ghetto house parties, as a change of pace.
or after the real parties let out,...we would go to what's poppin' or celebrities back then.
it just so happens, this party is so-called can't miss of the ghetto house variety.
so, i agree to go to this duck ass shyt.
it was in the middle of the winter.
plus, when i first started in the internet game, so..i WAS CAKING!
even, my mechanical pencils were fifty dollars.
anyway, i am in this party in my lo sport bubble goose.
polo sport top, timb's, handwoven three hunid dollar indian sweater, with the original marc echo jeans.
before he fukked his line up and had to rename it echo.
plus, i may have had some timbs then, too.
sckraight old school nineties gear, and mind you.
this is before nikkaz started to really wear real hiphop inspired style gear.
so, these other nikkaz in house duck clothes like chiffon shirts,
steppers and pleated pants, with glitter in their bald fades and designs and shyt.
chicago was late,..so, even them wearing girbaud's, polo, tommy, timb's.
all that shyt they were on late as hell.
plus, i am the guy in the culture at parties.
known for dancing all night in my element at the time.
except this is some house shyt, so i ain't dancing.
just scheme'n on what ghetto chick i wanna jump on.
as back then, it was a difference and taboo to be ghetto.
back then, nobody wanted to be associated with being hood or ghetto like that.
so, it is completely a different arena, and you know what time it is when you fukk with a woman in this arena, back then.
nowadays, nikkaz all act like this shyt doesn't exist anymore, but whatever.
anyway,...that was when,....
i SEENED'T HUH, BREH'S....
NOTE : this is her at 34, not 18/19, or whatever.
so, just use your age time machine imagination, and think how good father time is to to this woman.
plus, on top of that.
she could out footwork any nikka on earth, and she was in six inch stilleto heels, too.
i have to be honest.
when, i saw her i was on the top deck.
in this venue, they have the part.
where you can look down onto the dance floor from the top.
it was like the red sea parted, she was that dope at dancing and drop dead gorgeous.
time, stopped, and all that mushy shyt.
i said, fukk all that and immediately b-lined to the first floor.
which was right when the party was damn near letting out.
we hit it off instantly and swapped numbers.
when, she took my mechanical pencil to write her number down.
she was like, this fukk'n pencil is out cold.
then, tried to pocket my shyt on some i need to borrow this.
i literally had to retrack this chick down for my shyt.
i should have watched the signs.
anyway,..i call her up after this party like on a weekday.
after me and her would spend like four to eight plus hours on the phone in our convo's.
we were waking up and falling asleep on the phone with each other.
just how good ol nineties relationships were when you clicked with someone.
you really had chemistry and hit it off.
or, should i say the old school way women used to emasculate you.
by learning everything about you, cause you were to green to know that strong silent type shyt was real.
ol girl, she stayed out in chicago heights..
yes,..da heights.
if a nikka from the chi,..they know what time it is.
as the heights live in enfamy in chicago land suburbia.
plus, she stayed up the street from the heights enfamous dirt ball sckrip club, too.
i knew, but i was like fukk that.
lemme get my man's to drive me out there.
this was before i got the heavy guwop and the luxury whip, like the next year after this.
she said she had a friend, and they both liked to play pool.
which was like another reason i was gone about this chick.
as back then, i paid for damn near most of my shyt in college.
from gambling as an ambidextrous pool player at safari joe's and pinball pete's at MSU.
so, this chick had me in a zone.
when, my homie drove me out there, to pick her up.
it was lip lock heavy session while he drove us to her friends house.
plus, she was a superfukk'n freak.
as she purposefully wore a pair of stretch pants with a hole in them.
so i could fanger her, on our first meeting, too.
this was in that jodeci age of music.
so, freaky shyt like this was next level for the time in the nineties prude.
plus, she was a post 1994 grad.
so, she was ghetto as all get out, and definately on living out any freak'n you type demo, with no question.
she was ahead of her time.
plus, gave off this janet jacme vibe, too.
[that i would come to find out was not no vibe, but real as a motherfukker in bed]
anyway, we get to her friend's house.
who is this light skinned't chick, who looks just like lisa raye.
way before i wanna say player's club even came out.
she was a bit more conservative, but on my girl's clit.
as i learned my girl was like a head of some stone or some shyt.
plus, had a violent background.
where she previously cut this bytch's titty off.
so, she bout it, as well as fiyoine as fukk.
for that time, she was a one of kind.
as usually, most chicks with her rap sheet were not ever this fukk'n attractive.
i ignored all the red flags cause i did not know what none of that was at the time.
i was green and the matrix was not out yet.
so, the discussion of pill taking and knowing the game, were not as attainable back then.
plus, shyt was simpified back then on the grown man game tip.
yet, this is the woman who started prying my third eye open against my goodman game will.
after, picking up lisa raye 2.0.
of course, my homie was fukkn' happy as shyt.
to get to see these two shoot pool and his girl get seductress lesson from girl.
as she was on her clit and in training, on how to get nikkaz.
i did not know any of this concretely then...just remember this is before the dawn of art barr.
plus, before i would learn the keys to the matrix.
anyway,....after the pool hall session and enjoying what would become the first meeting with my quickly approaching new girlfriend.
as that is what you did back then.
you created a relationship for a nut, thinking shyt was real.
later that week, i arranged for her to come into the city via the metra train.
where on the train, i got my first public pda session that went past kissing.
where, she actually initiated and also was like throw this coat over my head, blah blah blah, skippidity wee whomp.
so, i learned how to be sexually deviant from this female.
who was like two to three years younger than me.
she already was a single mother, with a one plus year old at this point and time too.
which means she got the matrix of leadership from child birth before me.
so, i was behind in the game on what type of woman this was.
plus, cognitively she was on that get me a good man to take care of me and mine's.
i fit in perfectly to her plan.
i just was to green to know any better then.
something, the new gen just has more of the braintrust to not fall for at all, if ever now.
anyway,....
we get back to the crib and my parents are gone.
to pick up my brother's report card, and this nikka gets bad grades, so they gon come back on ten.
so, i do what anybody does when your parents are out.
you get to fukk'n like you back in high school.
real talk,....for that time and before females later in life.
she was easily the best i ever had.
over the course of our relationship.
she was a lot of first for me, too.
she is also, the girl i talk about who introduced me to unprotected sex.
with the enfamous art barr classic retelling of a female saying.
fukk me raw,. daddy...
i'm clean
fukk me raw...
so, we had incredible chemistry.
or, so i thought.
as, i was sure, this was the one and i was gearing up for a long term relationship of bliss.
along with yes, her being the girl who was the first to also make that third hole request, as well.
if you dirty gutter minded ass coli fans must, know.
i thought shyt was great....
a girl who would met me after work in the trainstation.
after riding the metra all the way from the heights damn near everyday...
plus, this was the first woman i learned about where every great cheap motel was at worth going to in chicago, too.
yet, that is where the problem lied.....
what was going on, on those days when she wasn't around a nikka.
i would soon find out, on vday of 1998, concretely.
what type of woman i was dealing with
that nuffin was as it seems.
plus, real talk.....
i even learned, i was inherently a real nikka.
as the decision i made on my own with no coaching.
just naturally in the flux, would show what type of mettle i was.
when, later on i would find out was going and how i reacted and made the right decisions.
right in the face of adversity.
when, most nikkaz i know and don't know and heard/read about always epicly failed.
to make the right decisions i made, with no knowledge.
art barr[/SPOILER]