this shyt is kinda long so it might not get read but i wanna share
i guess i always knew my ex was a hoe.
at the time i was a swagless, overweight, broke 23 year old. never had a relationship that lasted longer than 6 months and never fell in love with any of them. i got a job as a bouncer at a pool hall in the bronx and started feeling this super cute chubby puerto rican waitress who just seemed very bubbly and friendly. we got cool and became friends on myspace and chit chatted for a while, even went on a date, but then we lost contact. i figured at the time (correctly) that she fixed shyt with baby daddy and got back with him.
flash forward 2 years later and she emails me out of nowhere asking if i remember her. we chatted a bit, went out on a date, and 3 weeks later we were in a relationship(december). everything was gravy til mother's day. this is where the fun started. she told me, nonchalantly, that her baby daddy wanted to take her out to dinner for mothers day and she accepted. i was pissed off and we fought about it for the majority of the day but i decided to try and be the bigger man and let it go. sunday comes, and she texts me saying she loves me, she is waiting for the table and that he is so annoying blah blah blah. then i dont hear from her all night.
next day i get a breakup email saying she wants to give him another chance, he is in therapy, blah blah blah. i was pissed, even cried like a little bytch, and cursed her out and called her the ugliest names i could think of.
4 days later we got back togetherstupid me.
after that, it was never the same and it was on again, off again until the following december, our 1st anniversary. she left her laptop in my crib and i decided to check her fb messages since she didnt log off.
1. message from her 40 something year old next door neighbor saying "hey u can come over at anytime u want"
2. message from some pretty nikka asking for her number and her giving it to him
i blew up, she denied denied denied, and i decided to forget about it
2 days later, her best friend's baby shower. diego sanchez was fighting bj penn that night and i was missing it to attend this baby shower. so i took her g1(mine was dead) to look at fight updates. decided to look at her text messages. saw messages from the night before with her baby daddy...
her: you got beer or liqs?
him: yea, bring cigarettes
her: ok
him: call me when you in front, the intercom is busted
her: ok
destroyed me.
but guess what brehs, i kept fukking her and my feelings never died. i just didnt trust her. then in valentines day, she told me she didnt love me anymore. that hurt more than all the cheating. it broke my heart but i let her go (except when i took her out for her bday in march like a true simp). i changed my life around, started hitting the gym, lost 40 lbs in 4 months. even tho i couldnt forget about her, i started to move on and even fukked a new shorty. life wasnt quite good but getting better.
then in august, anderson silva was fighting chael sonnen for the first time. i watched the card and after, as i looked for parking, bytch texted me. she missed me, she wanted to see me, come pick her up. i did.
then on a saturday night, her best friend calls me. she been sleeping with her best friends ex man. best friend even told me she been fukking a nikka she was in school with, her baby daddy, a nikka at work, AND dude in her building.
i was finally free from her grip. no more sadness, just anger at myself for being so stupid. BEST thing that could have ever happened to me brehs.
i lost another 50 lbs, started taking MMA, fukked a couple more bytches, got a good job, found the woman of my dreams(virgin from a happy home, complete opposite to my ex) married her 2 weeks ago, found an even better job, lets just say life has gotten way better.
as for herwe all know how women deteriorate after a while. she a cig smoking fat puerto rican like her mom so you already know
breh have some dignity...but on the low a few years back i let a girl do me dirty like that too. Summer 08 i met this chick we got along quiet well, even fukked a few times .. end of summer she had a trip to DR .. come back and acting all nonchanatly asked me to dinner. So we went. During dinner i noticed she had a ring. And i was like
.. she said she fell in love with the doorman at the hotel. I was like .. this bytch played me all summer talking about she's not ready for relationship...then she goes and get engaged. I was like fine .. i told her i never wanna see her again, and cut off all contact. A month later, she emails me saying she's sorry for how things happen. She misses me and wants to make it up to me by saying sorry. I was a young naive fool so i agreed to see her. We kicked it, she said she misses me so much. She's having second thoughts about the guy in the DR, saying he's using her and shyt. But she loves him, and she loves me too. I had no idea
to do .. That night i smashed. We kicked it a few other times. She would buy me gifts and shyt. I think i was the backup. At the same time she booked a ticket to the DR for february (this was december 08 at the time) .. I fukked her 5 more times .. and during new years during fukking and when she climaxed she dropped a bombshell. "I love you" .. i was like my emotions are going crazy. I quickly tell her nah that ain't love, that's lust you just love the way i'm fukking you. she's crying at this point. I drive her home. The next few weeks we don't talk. She finally tells me it's not gonna work out and she wants to see how things go in the DR. This bytch still messages me when she's in the DR talking about how much she misses me and loves me. She comes back spring 09 and first thing she does is hit me up. Knowing me the simp i fell for it again and we went to a hotel and fukked all night long. At this time she said she rather be with me and the guy in the DR didn't work out. We were together all summer again. One night we had an argument, basically i had some friends come over while she was there. They were like oh whose that and i said oh just a friend. This pissed her off. She took everything off my place and left. Few weeks later my buddy tells me she's fukking some guy cause he saw them harsh making out. At this point i went completely NC. This bytch calls me out out of the blue few months later, wants to kick it. I know she's with a bf but i don't care and saw her. We just kicked it and smoked. She would hit me up from time to time. The last time was halloween 2011 i think wanting the dikk. I didn't respond and never heard from her since.
oh and @His_Excellence_Reincar this bytch came from a broken home.. had daddy issues...daddy had multple wifeys and i think at some point she might have been raped. Not sure.
The sickle cell ex. So damn.... 
and 
hey you okay? I been calling and shyt, you wasn't picking up... had me worried as hell. Are you in the hospital? Where are you?