As a 19 year old, breh at 5'8", focus on shredding your physique, caloric deficit and working out will drain you. That plus a job and higher education will leave you with nothing left. Im bored of porn and beat my meat as maintenance to avoid wet dreams every 2-3 days. Im picky with the videos when I do watch them and completely unamused by women irl bc the ones I find sexually attractive or viable as girlfriends are more or less unattainable. Im just working towards leveling up, grabbing some cheat codes and before playing a game I know is rigged, that way I can cut down on Ls when I do decide to play,

, may you find your inner peace and equilibrium, my fellow breh :popefrancispray: